heart mate - the journey of love

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"Okay so where should i go now? Argg!! This is soo frustrating." As i was walking down the street i noticed a library. Wow!! I love reading books and its been a long time since i read one. I guess i can stop there for now.

I entered the library with so much excitement. I wanted to read a romcom novel and god knows how i knew where to go to find the book. I took a book from there and made myself comfortable sitting on a chair near the window.
" i missed this place so much" the next second my eyes came out of the sockets. What....the ...hell....did....i just say? How can i even miss a place i have never been to? I know my brain is not working properly these days but to this extent...i didn't know that. Anyways, shooing all my thoughts away i started reading the book.

As i was reading the novel.....the story felt somewhat similar to my situation. The wife and husband were really happy in their married life when suddenly an entry of a new woman changes their lives. Husband gets attracted to the new woman and starts hiding things from his wife. One day she gets suspicious and follows them to find out that....her husband has an affair with this woman!.....

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NO NO NO NO NO ruchi you have gone crazy. You know darsh can never do that. Yeah...i know....my darsh is not like that.
But that is exactly what the heroine in the book thought about her husband. So does this actually mean....it can be true.
What if he is?? No no he can't. If he isn't then what is he hiding?
Each time i tell myself it can't be true...it gives birth to a new question. If i don't find the truth out anytime soon, the next time you would probably meet me in the mental asylum.

Wow!! Look at my fate, i came here so that i can sit here peacefully for sometime but again.......why is my life so tragic? Darsh!! Oh yeah darsh! I forgot about him. He didn't come home yesterday. Did he eat or not? I should rush home now what if darsh is back. Soon i reached home to find darsh sleeping.
Awww....look at how cute he is. He is sooo adorable. I kept staring at him for i don't know how long that suddenly he saw me and jerked. Gosh!! It feels so awkward, what do i do??

" ahm...i .....was...just......." i was looking here and there to find a reason and escape " yeah, this one" i took the towel from the couch and was about to leave but then stopped to ask something important.

" darsh..did you eat anything?" To which he nodded showing no. Well that broke my heart. This is all because of me na. " freshen up I'll make something for you" i said and left the place with embarrassment that i couldn't even look at his face properly. After making breakfast i placed the dishes on the table but darsh was no where seen so i went to check in our room but he wasn't there too. Where did this idiot go now? I went to the balcony to find him talking to someone. I turned to leave but heard something unusual so i thought of eavesdropping a little.

" i know yaar i know...but.....i can't reveal all those things to her. You know everything na so try to understand" who is this idiot even talking to??

" shreya please!!"
That name sounds familiar i am sure i heard it somewhere else but where??.... ohh yeah!! That girl...i bumped on the street.

Is he talking to the girl whom i met previously or is she someone else? But other than these two i heard this name somewhere else too....i don't exactly remember where? Ohh god! Why are there so many shreya's in Ahmedabad? Well who is this girl and why is he talking to her...no wait....what is he talking to her? Who is she to him? And why didn't he tell me about her? So many questions that are needed to be answered and yet he doesn't bother to tell me any. Why is he behaving like this that too all of a sudden?

He left his phone on the table and went to the washroom. I think its the best time to investigate a little. So i took baby steps and was careful enough not to make any sounds. I quickly took this mobile and checked his call list. It was from an unknown number. If he knew her then why didn't he save her number. Let's try making a call to this number. May be i am the one who is misunderstanding everything. I quickly called that number and the call was picked instantly,
" Darsh please lets stop this, i can't take it anymore. You better tell your wife the whole truth else I'm telling you we are done forever. I won't be talking to you anymore. You better tell her yourself, if she finds it out from someone else she will be heartbroken. So end this for once and for all. That's it from my side, goodbye."
She quickly cut the call leaving me baffled. What secret was she exactly talking about. Are they in a relationship? If yes then why did he pretend to love me or was he forced to do it? Wait i can't take this anymore too what is going on?

Soon i heard the door open and darsh came out with a dull look on his face. He was shocked to see me standing there with his phone. He grabbed it from me and yelled " what are you doing here that too with my phone? Were you spying or something?"

"Well I'm sorry to say i did...but sorry I'm not sorry about it. I didn't really get you well Mr Darshan Raval, but your game is over now" i said with an evil tone.

" wh....wha....what are you talking about" he was a little tensed and i could sense it.

" nah! Don't do that....i already caught you so you can stop your pretentious act" i smirked in an evil way.
By the look on his face i started to laugh out loud.

" darsh look at that look on your face as if i caught you doing something really bad" i couldn't control myself from laughing.

" then was this all a prank?" He asked suspiciously.
" you thought it was all real? Why were you scared when you did nothing? Or did you actually do something?" I asked.

" no no nothing....nothing at all. I was just scared you will misunderstand me about something which i didn't do" he smiled awkwardly.
" then what about that diary darsh you didn't bother to give me an explanation for that...isn't it a bit rude?" I asked.

" that's not something important...i told you this was my friend's house so it must be something that belonged to him and its not right to look into others things" he explained.
" okay, then where did you keep the diary?" I questioned.
" i returned it to him....so don't bother about that anymore. Lets just enjoy ourselves here and have a great time. I came here just for you and....you seem to show more interest in the diary than me. So isn't it obvious for me to get a little jealous, after all i am your husband." He hugged me close but it wasn't my darsh's hug, i didn't feel the warmth i always felt.
The girl i talked to is someone i don't know but you know. Its weird that she recognises me and i don't also i don't know if they are the same ones or different. But something here feels fishy. I know you are not ready to tell me anything right now so I'll have to find this out myself. And i know what exactly i should be doing. Just wait and watch!!!
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