Love-At-First-Sight (Katakuri × Fae) (One piece) (Completed)

Self-Control

Katakuri POV

I had to excuse myself from the room. I knew I couldn’t be alone with her right now. I wanted her and I wanted her so fucking bad. I don’t think she realizes what she is doing to me. She didn’t even stop me when my lips brushed hers.
Just thinking about how her touch set fire to my skin when she touched me with her soft fingers, it drove me insane.

I have been touched by other women before and to be honest I have had sex plenty of times but, I never felt anything like this.

I have never wanted a woman as much as I want her but she’s never been in a relationship, let alone with a man and I seriously doubt Leon has talked to her about the birds and the bees. She’s to pure and innocent, I’m just not sure a man like me is worthy of her. She’s so. . different that even Sea King’s notice and adore her for it.

She is just a kind person who wouldn’t treat me differently then she would with anyone else. That’s what I learned being around her so far. I doubt she looks at me romantically and even if she did, I would be a jerk because she doesn’t know my true intentions of me bringing her along. I would be taking advantage of her and she doesn’t deserve that. It’s probably best for the both of us if I tread lightly around her from here on.

I sighed and called Big Mama on the transponder snail. After the first few rings she answered right away. “Have you found it?”

“Yes, Mama. I'm bringing it back now.”

“Mamamama, make sure it gets here before Leon finds out you have it.” Mama said tenaciously.

“Yes, mama.” And she clicked the transponder snail off. I sighed, feeling disgusted with myself. I don’t deserve Fae, she deserves someone better then coward like me. A picture of Fae naked in another man’s arms flash before my eyes. My temper grew and I destroyed my office in a blink of an eye. I growled with a sour taste growing in my mouth. I would rip him to pieces.

I’ll prove to her and myself that I am worthy of her. I refuse to let another man take her from me. She’s mine. I had to take a dozen deep sharp breaths before I got my anger under control.

I slowly walked back to my room to find that Fae, just about tried everything on the table. She really looked like she was enjoying herself and I found myself relaxing just by watching her. Her grey eyes lit up when she realized I was back in the room.

“Katakuri!” She smiled at me with her eyes closed. The sound of my name coming of her beautiful lips sounds sweeter then anything that I have ever heard in my life.

“Come join me!” She said patting the chair beside her. It didn’t take long for me to work my way beside her. I’ll admit I was a little nervous eating in front of her but, she just smiled sweetly at me without a hint of disgust when I took off my scarf. She had a small chocolate bar to my lips before I had the chance to put my scarf down.

“Try this, it’s really delicious.” She said practically forcing it into my mouth. It was delicious but I didn’t know if it was more delicious because she feed it to me or because the chef’s out done themselves this time.

She feed me a few more desserts she wanted me to try before she let me eat on my own. I was a little disappointed that she didn’t continue to feed me but, it made me happy that I could be myself around her.

I can give her the friendship she wants for now, as long as I can stay near her and be by her side. I can give her whatever she wants. She yawned and I could see in her eyes that she was tired.

“It’s getting late, let me get you something to sleep in.” I said grabbing one of my shirts from my drawer.

“I’m sorry but this is all I have. I promise to get you something more proper to sleep in soon.”

“Oh, it doesn’t matter what I wear but thank you.” She said warmly taking the shirt out of my hand.

“Bathroom is right over there.” I said pointing to the bathroom door. She nodded her head and went into the bathroom shutting the door behind her. After a few minutes she came out with my shirt that was extremely large on her but it hugged all the right curves. I had to cover my blushful face with my hand in a hurry.

“Katakuri? Are you okay?”

I nodded my head, “I’m fine.” I said huskily. My voice never done that before. She keeps gifting me a lot of firsts but I’m okay with that as long as she’s the one doing it.

It took some time before I could look at her again but damn she looks amazing in my black shirt. Her curves were. . Her legs. . Her breast. . I couldn’t stop my eyes from roaming her gorgeous body.

I was so happy she didn’t notice how desperately I wanted to devour her body. She was very oblivious to her surroundings. It’s frightening to think what would happen if she was ever left alone with the wrong person.

She crawled into my bed and got under the covers getting comfortable. I turned out all the lights and climb into bed beside her. We laid in silence but after a while, I couldn’t sleep and I knew she wasn’t sleeping either just by the sound of her breathing.

“Katakuri?”

“Mm?” I could feel her scooting closer to me. Her warm body pressed dangerously against mine.

“Do you mind if I’m this close? I-I don’t want to-"

“Fae,” I cut her off and pulled her into my arms. “You don’t have to ask.” I said knowing she is probably scared of falling asleep in a bed she’s never slept in. The poor girl has never left her home before and she’s not use to being isolated around a bunch of people. The list just goes on and on for the reasons she should be scared but I couldn’t help but think I was doing this more for myself then for her.

It took all my strength just to hold her and not allow my hands to wander her body. Her beautiful body molded perfectly in my arms and it felt so fucking good. After a few minutes her breathing slowed down and I knew she was asleep. It made me so happy that she trusted me enough to fall asleep in my arms but I wish she didn’t trust me so much. It’s hard enough as it is to control myself.

I couldn’t help but nuzzle my nose into her hair taking a big whiff allowing her scent to fill my lungs and I insanity regretted it. It just opened the gate way to wanting more. To hell with treading lightly. I need more, it just wasn’t enough. I pulled her even tighter into my arms, pressing her warm body against mine. I just couldn’t get enough of her. My body was screaming at me to take more.

My hand went under her shirt caressing her smooth skin. A soft moan left Fae’s full lips when I lightly squeezed her inner thigh. I emitted a low growl into her neck when her body trembled all over from my touch. I’m already becoming possessive over her and she doesn’t even belong to me. Yet. She doesn’t belong to me, yet.

If I was being completely honest with myself, she had me at first glance and I would be stupid to believe I wouldn’t want more from her but, this would have to do for now.

She’s one of a kind and I don’t want to scare her away by being aggressive. I buried my face in to her neck once again. I refuse to taint her beautiful body with my selfish desires. I’ll get her to want me just as much as I want her. I can wait for as long as she needs. I can do baby steps and if she only wants friendship in the end. I can give her that but I can’t promise I’ll like it. I thought to myself inhaling her scent a few more times before I fell asleep to it.