Love-At-First-Sight (Katakuri × Fae) (One piece) (Completed)

He Will Not

Fae POV

I hate that man! I never in my life wanted someone to feel pain but that guy, I want him to hurt. I want him to suffer and bleed and that’s what scares me. I took a couple of deep breaths, trying to chill the fire coursing through my veins.

This guy. . is making me question the morals I have set for myself but if allow him to change my perspectives on what I believe in then. . it would be like allowing him to take a part of me.

I let out a frustrating sigh, fiercely running my hands through my sliver hair. I can’t let this guy take any more from me. He may have taken the heat of the sun, the comfort of the ocean, the endless sight of the blue sky, and my freedom, but he will not take my choices, my free will, or my body.

I placed my hand over my stomach, feeling rage boiling up inside of me all over again when I recalled what he wants from me. . a family. He desires a family. . a child, something he wants only from me.

I begin to feel nauseous just thinking about laying beneath that man and the thought of creating life with him. . makes my soul howl in agony. I covered my mouth with my trembling hand, forcing myself to hold back my tears. I swear this man will not get another tear to shed from these eyes. I will not give him the satisfaction of seeing me grieve any longer. I just need to focus on getting away from him before he decides to change his mind.

I took a deep breath, forcing myself to subdue all of my anger, anxieties, and fears. Besides, getting emotional all over again isn’t going to salve anything. I need to come up with a solid plan if I want out of this cage. I huffed blowing my hair out of my face, the only good thing about this whole situation is that he's actually gone. I'm all alone and it gives me all the space I need to come up with something without him breathing down my neck.

I smiled at myself, stupid bastard. I’ve been alone for most of my life but he doesn't need to know that. The only information he has on me is what he collected and observed over the past weeks.

I shivered, feeling violated all over again but I shook the unpleasant feeling away. I may have less now but I’ll be sane when he gets back and if I play my cards right and play nice with the enemy. I may just be able to convince him to let me out.

The grin on my face, slowly turned in to a frown. But I’ve never been good at pretending and what about this stupid energy stealing bracelet. . I glared down at the beautiful sparkly clamp around my wrist. Convincing him to take this off may come more of a challenge then pretending to feel desperate for his company.

I groaned, just thinking about having to touch him in a loving manner makes me cringe in disgust. I need to work on that. All I need to do is project my feelings for. . Katakuri. . I took a sharp breath, on to Theo.

I bit my quivering lip, feeling the knot in my stomach twist even tighter and my heart immediately began to ache for Katakuri but this unbearable pain in my chest felt like someone was trying to pry open my rib cage.

Forgiving him was the easy part but forgetting him. . it’s not something I'm ready to do yet. I still. . love him so much. I gripped a fistful of my shirt over my chest with my trembling hand. How pathetic am I to still want a man who was playing me from the beginning? Tears were threatening to spew out but I blinked them back.

I knew something was off from the beginning but I chose to turn a blind eye because I loved him and I wanted to be with him and the same goes for Leon. He's my brother and I will always love him even if he was lying about everything. I truly do forgive them for deceiving me but it still hurts so much.

My body began to tremble out of control but I smacked my cheeks hard to pull myself out of the dark void my mind was trying to creep in to.

I don’t have time to think about him or Leon. I need to focus on myself and what I need and what I need is to practice strengthening my body with this bracelet on. I have to push my body pass it’s limits because lifting even the slightest amount of water, drains me immediately. I have to grow stronger and faster and keener. It’s the only way I’ll get out of this and to top everything off, I have to get all lovey-dovey with that homicidal maniac.

The knot in my stomach twisted even tighter but I reminded myself that no one is coming to rescue me and sitting  around feeling sorry for myself is just a waste of precious time. If I want my freedom I have to get it myself.

I let out a deep sigh, I’m just disappointed in myself for having to be put in this situation to realize if I truly want something the only one who can get it. . is me.

I used my long hair to tie my hair into a tight bun. Well, I better get started because I’m going to need every single second if I’m going to pull this off.