Hard To Love

Sunsets and Sweetness

A/N

SMUUUUUUUT.

Also this is kind of a filler chapter, but yeah. it's almost completely smut, I'm sorry.

Y/N POV

The reception was fantastic. All of our family and friends were gathered around us. We ate together, we danced together, we laughed together. Every toast made me cry because fucking emotions.

Now it's just the two of us and I couldn't be happier.

Gee had surprised me with our honeymoon location, which had me shocked when we got there. It was a secluded villa in Bora Bora. No people around, just us. It was perfect.

We were currently watching the sunset as we laid on the ivory sand, the crystal clear water splashing our feet as small waves moved along. It was beyond relaxing, and I was spending it with the person I loved more than anything in the world.

I looked up at Gerard, who was laying right beside me with his eyes shut. How the evening sun hit is face made him look even more beautiful than he is. He was almost angelic, honestly.

"You're beautiful." I whispered to him. He opened his eyes and looked down at me, smiling widely.

"You're gorgeous." He whispered back. He scooted closer and leaned in, connecting our lips. They fit together perfectly, like they were meant for each other. Puzzle pieces that had been lost, finally connected.

As the kiss deepened, he picked me up bridal-style, which was fitting, and carried me inside of our villa. There was not a second that we disconnected. Not when we got up, not when we entered, not even when he laid me down on the king-size bed in our room.

The kiss continued, but it was so powerful; almost as if this kiss held every feeling we have ever felt for each other. It held the feistiness that we both had at first. It held the strong desire we've always secretly had for each other. It held the passion we have for each other, the lust that we had, but most importantly, it held the love that we had and will always have for each other.

He scooted me up farther on the bed as he crawled on top of me, disconnecting long enough to pull off my bikini top. He was already shirtless, which made this much easier. He connecting our lips again as he began caressing every inch of my body. His soft was completely different from the now-heated kiss. His touch was soft and gentle while his kiss was hard and needy.

He practically ripped off my bikini bottoms, then kicked off his shorts. We didn't care about anything in this moment, we only cared about us. What we have.

He disconnected again and looked down at me, silently asking for permission. I thought it was sweet how he did so even after doing this so many times. His pupils were blown wide with lust, and I guaranteed mine were as well. I nodded in approval and felt him slowly push into me. We simultaneously moaned in pleasure before he attacked my lips again.

As I gasped, he took the chance to slip his tongue inside my mouth. Our tongues danced together, fighting for dominance, as he continued to thrust into me, each time seemingly harder and faster than the previous.

"God, Gee." I moaned out. He hummed in response as he began nibbling at my neck. I was getting close and he knew it.

"Let go, Sugar." He groaned into my ear. I did as he said mere seconds before he reached his climax as well. We stayed together until I felt the twitching inside me stop. He gave me one last kiss before rolling off of me.

We stared at each other in content for what felt like hours, our smiles never disappearing. Our breathing eventually evened out and I was able to ask him the one question I've been wondering since we got here.

"So, why did we come here if you can't swim?" I questioned. We both laughed harder than we ever had at the fact that that was the first thing I said.

"I can go up to my waist or something, it's okay. But it's secluded and I figured we could use that alone time. Plus it's beautiful, like you." I leaned up and kissed him quickly before pulling way.

"I love you so much, Gerard Way."

"I love you more Y/N Way."

Y/N Way. I could get used to that.