"What's taking them so long?..." you sigh, taking a pot of warm water from the hearth. You sit the pot on a table next to Jaspers bedside, and sink a white cloth rag into it. Jaspers breaths have become so shallow that you can barely see his chest rising. You ring the excess water from the rag and place it gently on his forehead. "We can't lose you..." you whimper, as the tears prickle your eyes, trying to fight their way through. You lay your head against his chest. There is no heartbeat. "Jasper?" You rise sharply, and shake his shoulders "Jasper!!"
You place your hand over his mouth to feel for breath, but there's nothing. He slipped away so fast. "No. No. No. No. NO!!! JASPER!!" You shriek. You run out into the dark, hoping to see the Doctor, and Sam. Hoping that they could bring him back, somehow. "DR. TARLATEN!!!! SAM!!!" You scream.
"HELP!!! SOMEONE, PLEASE, HELP ME!!!" You stumble into the dirt, feeling your whole world crash around you. He's gone. He's gone. Deep, screeching wails erupt from your lungs as your heart shatters like broken glass. "NOOO!!! NOT MY JASPER!!!" Your soul rips apart with every word, every tear, every spirit crushing sob.
You wrap your arms around yourself, feeling as if your coming apart at the seems and he's no longer there to hold you together. Suddenly, you felt it, the only one who could pull you back from the precipice of despair, the only part of him that you had left. Your little flutters.
You pick yourself up out of the dust. "My poor baby...." you cried. You had come to the heartbreaking realization that you weren't the only one who lost him. You walk back inside, trembling. Part of you wanted so badly to join him, follow him into the dark wherever he may be. The only thing keeping you from picking up Jaspers revolver was the little life you had to protect. You sat on the edge of the bed where your beloved lied. You took his cold lifeless hand and placed it on your belly, feeling the flutters grow stronger with his touch. "Yeah..this is your daddy...this is your-" You cupped your hand over your mouth, as the tears ran hot down your cheeks. You held his hand there for ages, when suddenly, a miracle.
"N...Nolana?..."
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All of my memories(Jasper Hale+You)
Hayran KurguCOMPLETED!!! Your name is Nolana Mae Whitlock, a woman scorned by the love of your life. Haunted by the sins of your husband, you will stop and nothing to avenge the loss of your unborn child. Can you find a way to heal the scars of your past? Or w...
