Forever with Boys (sequel to Competing with Boys)

Forever with Boys (3)

Ok, so i have to vent... feel free to skip this if you just wanna get to the story, but i feel like just talking a bit about my personal life cuz i tend to do that :) but im not in a very good mood today.. so i was supposed to go hanging out with my boyfriend and some of his friends (who i only tolerate cuz im dating him) and so we hang out a bit at the mall and his friends are being total nutcases and getting in trouble so i tell them to knock it off and you what my boyfriend tells me? says 'they're just having fun, calm down!' and he dared to sound irritated at me! that was like yesterday... and then today, my bf texts me and says 'we're over. u don't know how to have fun, and im sick of it'. uhhh, i am soooo peeved right now and i can't believe he broke up with me over text, so i stupidly cry about it for hours until zach comes over and makes me feel all happy and i was laughing by the time he had to leave :) once he left, i was like, what the hey! i'll upload so i wrote, and here i am! now that im looking at this message, i'm noticing how long it is, but i feel kinda better about talking about what happened. i guess i should've seen this coming, nobody liked him from the beginning and i wish i was still with zach cuz he's the best ;) thank you for reading this if you did, you really care... and that makes me happy!

on a side note, idk when i'll upload again. i feel really upset and im surprised i even wrote today... so plz understand it may take another 2 days or so until i upload again... if u stuck with me all the way through this long ass note, again thanks, and now, enjoy!

When I woke up the next morning, I looked to my bedside and saw the messed up aviators. A feeling of guilt washed through me. He saved my life and I pay him back by crushing his sunglasses.

I got up and showered. Today, I had it all planned out. I was going to stop at the mall, maybe by time I’m done it’d be lunch time, so I’d have lunch. Then, I would go home, wrap this nicely and then bring it over to him.

I smiled. That’s a nice plan.

Once out of the shower, I changed into denim cut off shorts and a red tank. I tied up my dark brown hair and clipped back the bangs so it wouldn’t fall over my brown eyes. If you hadn’t noticed, I inherited all of my dad’s traits. Alice and Elliot got my mom’s traits.

I kind of always wished I was more like my mom. The stories of her just made me want to be that much more like her. But in truth, I’m like my dad. Exactly. I’ve heard so many stories of him being quiet. Even he himself admitted that he used to be quiet before he met my mom. So I’m hoping the same will happen to me. I’ll find someone, be gaga over them, and then BAM, no more shyness!

I’m kind of hoping that Luke is that one person, but deep down somewhere, I know he’s not the one.

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I was at the mall, looking at various different stores before I finally went into the sunglasses store. I browsed around for a similar pair to the one I had broken. I couldn’t find one, but I found a really nice one that I liked. Hopefully he’d like them too.

I looked at the price and saw that it was about 100 dollars. But it was worth it. I ruined his and he saved my life, I don’t think spending 100 dollars is that bad. I checked out and then left the store.

At the end, when I finished all the shopping, I saw that it was already 12:30. I walked over to the food court and ordered some Panda Express. When I went to sit down, I saw Declan sitting nearby. With a girl. He saw me and nodded. I blushed instantly and cursed myself. Must I be so shy?

I debated on whether or not I should give him the Ray Ban’s now or later. I took a seat and finished my meal. When I looked up, they were still there, now making out. ‘

I took a napkin and wrote down:

Thanks for yesterday. This was the Ray Ban’s I broke. Sorry, Ever.

I stuffed it in the bag and walked over, blushing harder as I neared. I didn’t want to intrude and ruin their moment. Luckily, by the time I  had made it over there, they were apart.

Declan raised his eyebrows as I came closer while the girl next to him glared at me. I recognized her. Her name was Marley and she’s second in command for the cheerleading squad. Of course he’d be with someone like her.

“Here,” I said softly and thrust the bag at him. I turned swiftly on my heels and walked away before I could embarrass myself.

“What a freak!” I heard Marley say. I sighed and left the mall.

When I got home, I plopped on the bed, and felt dearly sorry for myself.

I wish I wasn’t so shy. I wish I was like Addie, who didn’t care about why she said and didn’t even blush around guys.

Or maybe like Alice, who had the boys eating right out her palm. She drank the guys’ attention up, and definitely never blushed around them.

I really need a change. But how am I supposed to do that?

*Is Ever going to change?

Should she?

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