My Strict Professor

Chapter 37

Mandy's pov

I don't know where did I found the courage to stand up and go to school where I can find the reason of my cries all night.

What happened yesterday didn't made me sleep. I'm such a crybaby for crying all night. Well, who wouldn't be?

If the person you love the most broke up with you.

I was full of questions. I was full of whys. But I don't find any answers.

It's 1 pm, I'm here at my office, trying my best not to cry again. I tried to busied myself, but it didn't worked. I'm still longing for her. I'm still thinking of her.

Why did she do that?

What did I do wrong?

Am I not enough?

Or does her love for me fades away?

I didn't see myself being like this. I'm not this kind of girl who will beg for someones attention, but why do I wanna go to hailey, cry and beg for her to stay?

Im hurting so damn much! I can't explain this feeling! But its killing me.

Because of the thoughts, I didn't notice that a tear fell on my left eye.

I hurriedly wiped it, but it wont stop. It continuously fallin to my eyes and my heart wants to tear apart.

But someone suddenly knocked at my door so I composed myself and did my best to be looks fine.

I opened the door, only to see hailey's bestfriend, Janah. Her eyes got bigger when I went out of my office maybe because my eyes are swollen.

"Goodafternoon po, maam. Pinapatawag na po kayo nina Maam Grace. Magstart na daw po practice namin ng js"

"Sige, Janah. Salamat"

I went in to my office to wash my face so that they'll not notice my eyes. I put a lipstick on my lips and a powder on my face.

When I arrived at the quadrangle, I saw that my students are on their right positions and my eyes automatically search for one person.

And there she is. Laughing like there's nothing happened between us.

But what hurts me the most and what caught my attention? Is that her partner is John.

I can't help but to clench my fist and my heart's starting to ache.

I can't sleep all night, thinking about her and hoping that it was just a dream. Hoping that tomorrow, she'll go back at me and say that she still love me.

But I guess I was wrong.

"Okay, grade 10. May I get your attention? Today is the first day of your practice for your js prom. You'll only have 6-7 practices so I hope you all will cooperate and dont be choosy to your partners ha"

I heard my students laughed because of what maam grace said.

"Your adviser will be watching you so break a leg guys" she continued.

Im trying my best to stop myself from looking at haileys position and to avoid her gaze. But what should I avoid? When she can't even look at me?

My other co-teacher leaved the quadrangle so Im just here alone with their mentor to watch their practice.

'You are the reason' is the song that they'll be dancing and for their gowns, it should be a night gown and a color red.