Life is such a bitch though well I've fallen in love the very first or God knows the last time but I'll never be his and he'll never ever be mine ........
Next day running to the bus stand I spot his car very vaguely so i thought it was my daydream . I ignore it and while I'm there waiting for the bus to come up one black car , a sleek one well kept and exactly like Emir's car pulls up in front .I have no idea how much it costs but well it costs more than my entire building there . The building in which we all live is lavish but our small apartment ....no, well....the servant quarters is given free as we clean the shit of that building.....
I'm startled by my thoughts and back to reality as he ......... My or not never mine Emir is staring me intently from the window ....car window . Well .....ohhhh holy Mother of Jesus ...why do I always bump into him or otherwise .Holy hell... I wanna stay away ...far away from him but these words are just for speaking so I don't know do I have to take them seriously or not ..... Do I intend to? The truth is I don't but its all so fucked up .Jeez looking at him I smile and he returns it gracefully without even showing his shock about me standing at the bus stand .He is dressed in a black trousers and a baby pink tee . Man he looks so fucking hot and adorable at this moment.. staring at me....
" What're you doing here" he asks.Obviously he would ask this......Carpe Diem..Holy cow .. What do I say now?
"Ummm......I was just waiting for the ... taxi." I say fumbling.
I couldn't speak the truth. I lied just now but I didn't have the fucking guts and the courage to face this yet .. not at least now. I'll definitely tell him some day or ......maybe he will come to know of this from someone else . No.....no , this cannot happen I'll have to tell him or else he'll misjudge me as a liar... or a gold digger maybe ..... No I would not anyone think this about me and if he did I'll be finished as trust is necessary in a relationship ....wait a second relationship .....oh my.... silly Ashley dont you think you went far too far with your thoughts.....Is this a relation or a friendship . Instead its nothing we just fight and he made me feel so bad yesterday.......
I shake my head embed with all these thoughts and start pacing away from the car that had hit me once but I liked that ......because I have an explanation . If ,God forbid , that wouldn't have happened we wouldn't have met . Although we fight and make each other yell... he's made my life so ....... complicated and yet so damn interesting and full of drama like a romance movie and deep down I know very vividly he is my first or maybe also the last love of my life ....
" Where' re you running and why ?" He questions surprisingly .
" No I'm not." You definitely are ...here she comes.......my subconscious and I really want to kick her ass for this intervention but I decide against this plan ." I.... don't want to be late to class .... That's why. " I finally answer him .
"You can come with me ....um only if you want though .I am also going to the college." He offers and waits for my response patiently.
" Yeah ..um I mean ... okay ." And I slide into the car beside him .
Again I have ended up with him . Is this destiny or my urge to be close to him . I resolve to avoid him but everytime I'm stuck with him some place or the other . This is not fair ......... But also it seems so very fair to me as he has me , whole of me . This one man can be my everything or else with just one word he can crush me and my hopes .....all of them ......... just with one word of him I'd be shattered ........He's the only one I'll love forever . Yes........ He is.
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Dreams
Fanfiction" Dreams are not those which you see while sleeping Dreams are those which don't let you sleep " This is very rightly said by APJ Abdul Kalam . Girls live in dreams sometimes So this is an attempt to bring to you something you can surely relate...
