Chapter Twenty-three

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It's  eight in the morning , mom comes in and stares at me  without blinking even for once. I'm in the Hessa world right now as I was imagining something special and intense . She disturbed me and my AFTER imagination.
" What's wrong?" I ask her  hesitantly .
" Who do you think you are?" She asks me .
" I asked first and you're dodginga question on me . This isn't fair . . . .um but I'll answer. I am your lovely  one and only daughter , Ashley Rose . Mom, what happened? Have you lost some memories or what ? "
" Oh just shut up . Everything isn't a joke . A boy was standing in front of our building when I was coming inside after a walk in the park , he asked me do you know Feriha . What do you've to say to this ? Miss Rose .Huh?
Holy crap. It just keeps getting more and more fucked up. What does he want? Why is he here ?
" What? What did you say to him? " I enquire.
She looks at me with raised eyebrows .
" Are you seriously asking me this thing first ? Don't you have any explanation for that boy coming here ? What the hell is going on? " She shouts at me .
" Mom , please . I'm big enough to make my own decisions and you can give me advice if you want but it's totally up to me to consider it . Stop governing my life . I'm fed up damn it . I'll never do something that'll hurt you . " I snap.
" Okay live your life your way but if anything goes wrong don't come to me. And yeah first of all get youself some courage to tell him who you are . What about your dad? What will you say to him? Tell me . "
" Mom listen it's my life and I've the right to do anything I want to . Dad , I'll handle him and yeah that Dave , about that engagement shit . I'll not do it , not at all . Please don't tell all this to dad for now . I beg you . Talking about who I am, so I'm not with him  right now and if I'll be in the future I'll definitely tell him . "
" Dear just think of all of us and the hardwork we do before doing anything . I support you as I know very well the pain of not getting what you want in your life . And Ashley your every dream is going to be true . Just trust yourself . I'll not tell your dad for now but it'll be better if you sort everything out . Okay? Come , breakfast is served."
I stand up and hug her tightly . " Thank you . Thank you so much for understanding me . I love you mom . I love you." I sob .
" I love you too . You mean everything to me . " She also starts crying.
" You're the best mother ." I tell her.
I pull away and she smiles .
" Now , enough of this crying and all . Let's go . " She laughs .

But my mind has some other questions left unanswered.
Why did Emir come here ? What could he possibly want from me now ?
Actually we never had a talk about yesterday's drama . So maybe he had something to say . But now if he wants to tell anything I'll not listen . He's a playboy , he can't love me the way I want him to but I promised myself to try till my last breath . So I will . I can teach him  how to love . Surely I can .

We're a mess, Emir and I, but the truth is ,he captivates me in ways no soul ever will. . . . . . .it is the real truth . I can never run away from this .  And I don't want to run away ,from him , from love, from problems, from the truth .

[Author's note:  Thank you all of the readers . I just can't express in words that how grateful I am . It is really incredible and unbelievable. I never thought the reads would become this much . I hope you all will  keep reading it and make the reads 500 . Please i want it . I really really want it .VOTE and comment PLEASE.
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