Dreams

Chapter Thirty

Emir's driving since ten minutes and he has not spoken a word .
He's trying to make me forget about the  live movie he just finished filming where we both were actors and there was a live audience, none other than the whole student faculty of our college . The Kissing booth he made a few hours ago .

" Do you really think I'll not talk regarding the scene you made today ? Huh?" I smile sarcastically.

" Honestly,  I don't think so . "

" So why did you do that ? " I ask.

" My heart ordered me and I think it was an involuntary action . I just wasn't able to stop myself after I saw you with that asswhipe . "

Oh my , what is he saying , by saying these kind of things he makes my stomach flutter and my heart cramp . He has me going crazy over everything related to him . I love you Emir . You're my HERO .

" Don't you dare call him that !" I don't know where did this sudden need to defend Shawn surged within me .

" What ? Now you both are dating?" He asks .

" When did I mention that?" I ask .

" I asked first. "
Oh he's so irritating .

" No we're not . I am not dating anyone. " I clarify.

" You're defending him . So I thought maybe . Good. Do not date him. Ever ."

" I don't think you should be giving a relationship advice to anyone !"

" Hell why ?"

" As you're not in the position to give it . Boys who just want girls to be with them for one night are not even close to the letter r of relationship . Better not to try ."

" I  love sassy you ."

" I wasn't being sassy . It was the truth ."

" Now I'm changed  since you came . I haven't seen any other girl after you ."

" Why should I believe you?"

" Because you love me." He smiles and my pupils are going to get blast from what he has said . Actually it is the truth i do love him . But how does he know ?

" Why're you so sure about that ?"

" Your eyes scream that you do love me  if your mouth doesn't ."

" You started reading eyes?"

"Don't change the topic!" He nods.

" I don't love you."

" Okay ."

" Okay?" I'm shocked just okay .

" Yes okay ."

" Okay ."

How can he be so casual about this ?

" Why did you kiss me today ?" I ask . I know he answered it just now but i am feeling suffocated in this car now. I just wnat to get out . Okay really!.

" I love the way you kiss  me back always and then ask why did i kiss? " He smiles .

" Oh shut up Emir!"

" You're pissed? " He asks.

" Very much ."

" I just want you to tell me what do you want Emir . You pushed me when we first kissed and now you  kiss me in front of the college .What do you want of me? I can't handle it anymore. And hell yes , i love you. I've loved you since I saw you for the first time . The day when you came in the classroom with a black t-shirt and stole my heart forever to break it into pieces for my entire life . I regret falling for you as it has only given me pain ,pain and just pain . I can't believe it how I'm changing for you . I hate this new me .
I know you don't love me and you'll never ever love me . Please do not clarify it now as I am full of pain for now  . "
I realise the tears coming down my cheeks after this long speech I gave .

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