On my way to the university, my mind is going to blast from thinking the reasons of Emir's appearance to my house . He makes me crazy . . . .like fucking crazy , absolutely mental . It's been a month since I met him and I don't get a hold of anything he does or is doing today . He's so unpredictable and irritating .
Not anymore. I need all answers from him today .
I search for him everywhere but as usual he's not here. Damn where can he be now ? Why the hell he's not present in the university every other day? He's just so silly , a careless asshole .
The class goes pretty fine . I'm so exhausted by the lessons and musing about him. So I plan to grab a cup of cappuccino before heading home.
I'm sitting in the canteen , pouring my heart out to Jess , who doesn't seem to listen but at least she's pretending . I tell her everything about me and that man , prince of nightlife.
Suddenly I notice Jess's expressions changing , she's looking behind me with what -the- hell expression on her small face.
I turn around and gawk at the person . Its none other than my dearest Emir .
Good I've been trying to get to him for what he did yesterday , now we can talk it all and this time it will be the final . I am done with this back and forth, actually more than done . I am sick of his games now . In this whole month I've cried more than in my whole life of seventeen years . Its been a long journey , so much has happened in my life since he came , it's turned upside down .
It seems similar to a daily drama series . Everyday a new chaos is already waiting for me and audience , yes I do have a great audience . It's my bitchy subconscious and my inner goddess they both really do enjoy the show . . . .show of my life . . . .my life which is a hell. . . .hell from the day he came into my life and from that fucking day I fell for this crazy ass boy who is on my head all the time . I don't know whether he loves me or not that way but I need him to be around me even if he hurts my feelings.
He's like a dream for me . . . .a dream which'll never come true maybe . He's A PRINCE , the most handsome man on this earth . . . . after my father of course. I am flattered by him fully . He has me in a bottle . . . .in which there's no oxygen to breathe but I am living , I am breathing , as it's me who is not ready to get out of that bottle . Because I know if I am out it'll be over and that's the last thing I wish for . No matter how many tears and pain he has given me, I love him . I'll always love him only . As long as he is there I don't need any air ,anything else . He is everything I need to live.
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Dreams
Fanfic" Dreams are not those which you see while sleeping Dreams are those which don't let you sleep " This is very rightly said by APJ Abdul Kalam . Girls live in dreams sometimes So this is an attempt to bring to you something you can surely relate...
