He holds me in his arms which seems like forever and I wish it could be true but the world is fucked up and more than that my life is fucked up ......
" I don't think we can be together Emir. I can't do this." I mutter unwillingly and here lies again....... this time I'm lying to myself . It seems as if I'm convincing myself not this man I'd wanted this since I saw him the first time and now that its here I'm denying it . But its unpractical yes....we are so different in everything mostly the status. He'd never want this if he knew from where I come ......never .......its the lies who made this happen and I have no courage to handle the pain when he'll leave me because of those . I've had enough and this is not in my destiny to be with him . Both of us.......no no no not us ......Emir and I we can't be us never its just me and him separate ...........yeah its the bitter truth .
" What ? But why ? Is it because I fucked up that day ?" He sounds desperate and eager .
I know it very well that he doesn't love me . Can he? No he can't and he doesn't . Deep down its that pain I'm saving myself from ...........when he'll get done with me........ what'll i do then ......... for him it'll be everything normal but if I agree to stay I'll never be able to continue living the way I am . I'm hell now also but after him I'll die . I can't bear that.
" We're not meant to be Emir . Its complicated . You'll never get it ." I try hiding my tears .
" Why wouldn't I ? I'll not let you go until you tell me the reason . I need to know , damn it ." He shouts .
" You'll not do this . "
He smirks . " Are you challenging me ? Miss Ashley Rose . If you think so you don't know me . "
And you me dear . You have no idea except the wrong conception . I decide to tell him the half truth .
" Okay ........firsry because I've a boyfriend and secondly you'll leave me alone after you've had your fill out of me." I snap .
And yeah I was right . He doesn't utter a single word hearing this. No explanation , No defence , No trying ........nothing . Instead he stares at me as if I've said something in another language he doesn't understand.
" See you've cleared it all by yourself . Mr. Emir Daniels . .......Goodbye forever . I hope you'll stay away from me because from this day I want to forget everything .........and live my life like we've never met . And thank you so much for proving me right. " I say disheartedly wishing he'll stop me but he doesn't .
I turn on my heels ,run out and cry hard and it feels like everything is finished . Everything . Since I've met this boy he has just made me cry . I don't want to see him again ever. He didn't stop me from going. He let me go . Couldn't he see the pain in my eyes .........he is not made for me .
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Dreams
Fanfiction" Dreams are not those which you see while sleeping Dreams are those which don't let you sleep " This is very rightly said by APJ Abdul Kalam . Girls live in dreams sometimes So this is an attempt to bring to you something you can surely relate...
