I gasp at this nonsense my father just uttered.... I'm so pissed off. What the hell is going on.??? Do I have a fucking right to make my decisions myself.. my subconscious has gone deaf and dumb ....at times like this she doesn't have anything to say...why ?
" We've selected the boy ....... His name is Dave Jackson ...you can go once you're engaged to him ." He states like it's the most obvious thing in thus world...
Double fuck...... they're just telling me to do this....not asking or should I say ordering me ......they can't boss around ,......this is my life and I've the right to fucking live it the way I want to..... Christ help my family!!!
" I can't do this ...um I mean now ... I wanna live my life for now and fulfill my dreams...also I'm so young for marriage." I deny calmly handling the situation and my urge to run from this house .... faraway.
" It's an engagement so that you be in your limits ...Ashley . No one's asking you to marry him ... that'll be later of course." He smirks .
I feel anger boiling in my stomach ....rage against all of them .. are they family or bank people.. They're fucking doimg an insurance policy here. Do they consider me an asset .. Holy cow. Jesus is there anything .....i mean any type of attack left to break my broken heart more again and again .........
This was a hearbreaking week all of it....firstly the person I loved........no the person I love and will love forever rejected me .........
I know I can't forget him as this is true love .. I love Emir Daniels more than myself....
You know what when you smile because of a person it's a special feeling but when a person can make you cry that feeling is called love.....pure fucking true love which for Ashley is over before it ever started.......yeah that's the bitter truth.
I recall Dua Lipa's song break my heart .....it goes like
But when you said, "Hello", I knew that was the end of it all
I should've stayed at home, 'cause now there ain't no letting you go
Am I falling in love with the one that could break my heart.........
Then as an icing on the cake I get this ... engagement....Damn.
" So can I go for now? I'll do this.... engagement thing" I ask exasperated .
" Yeah but he'll drop you to the college....Dave ." He says gravely.
" Okay.....all right ." I'm just so eager to be there after three damned days.
Dave is leaning on the staircase when I get a look to his ugly face......I mean yeah after Emir everyone's ugly for me ...
" Hii ...um Dave Jackson. "He extends a hand but I think to deny it just then a wake up call...... as I know how denial tastes like ....and so I reciprocate.
" Yeah I know ." I utter rudely and pace to his car. His car is a small.... tiny one nothing compared to Emir's........I don't wish to sit next to him but no choice......
He pulls out in front of the university gate and he rushes to open my side of the door but I'm out before he came .....Emir never did anything like this but still he has my heart and I like his attitude very much .....actually um....I just like every single thing about him.......oh no I love them ....and more him .
Dave sees me off and as I'm walking past the gate ....a hand pulls me to the left side and I'm left bemused looking whose it is. . . . . .
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Фанфик" Dreams are not those which you see while sleeping Dreams are those which don't let you sleep " This is very rightly said by APJ Abdul Kalam . Girls live in dreams sometimes So this is an attempt to bring to you something you can surely relate...
