Dreams

Chapter Three

Early morning I wake up and I see him everywhere in my small room laughing at me loudly. I am fed up of him.Why ???Why the hell only me?? God help me ! Save me from him and I open my eyes .Oh my ........
He has not left me in my dreams also .I promise myself not to look at him or see him again. But do I really appreciate this idea. I don't think so.  Well it'ss is the only thing I can do to keep my feelings pressed. As I am damn sure that if he would know my reality once and where I come from .......... he'll never want to see me again.
With all of this swirling around in my mind I step into the shower.

I dress up in Helly's clothes and wear a jacket on top so that no one finds out....Hell I don't like hiding things from my loved ones but they have left me no choice and well..,if I tell them they're going to deny me of course. I know them very well. This is their thinking and I have no damn idea of where the hell it came from but I have just opposite opinions and views.
Carpe Diem I got late again by thinking of things and people who are never gonna change.

I rush to the bus stand with my brother, or twin brother not identical though. He left for his job from there and I go to the university.
He works as a mechanic in a garage.I also have a smaller brother who is in school ,Omer. He has interests in studies like me and playing like Mike. On the other upfront ,Mike never completed school .He ran away from his school and played in the park , due to which my father got him out  and he found a job.My mother was very reluctant about all of this but then we earn less  by cleaning services so she had to agree at last.

I reach the university and step into the classroom . Guess who I see gazing at me from bottom to up . What the actual shit .
This guy ,Damn him for looking so hot and sexy .I am also contributing equally though. And as soon I realise my eyes staring at him I had to stop myself for the good of mine and maybe him also .But I don't know whether he likes me  or not and as I am just finishing my impossible dreams that are too damn good to come true . He"s started walking towards me .Holy cow .

I make my way to my seat ignoring the fact I was staring at him seconds ago and sit down .I search for Jessica but she's not to be seen anywhere.
As soon as I feel someone sitting besides me I assume it's Jess but can God make my day even worse now.
Holy crap . Arrogance  and Stubbornness brand ambassador none other than my .....well not mine at all ,Greek god aka Emir is there .My subconscious is standing with her arms folded in front of her chest and glaring at me ......... See he can't stay away from you....this means what????....I slide her to the most back of my mind and look down at my fingers.
"Hii" he murmurs.
God how the hell he is so sweet after yesterday's meeting or maybe a fight. Was it? I don't know man.
"Hello " I say through gritted  teeth and smile briefly at him and I turn my big head and mouth before I say or rather do something that'll not be able to be reversed .
"Listen ...um I'm extremely sorry for yesterday . I was pissed off and took out my rage on you and well .....hope you'll consider my apologies." I felt bad though .
"It's alright . I totally understand your situation."
"Why? ....um I mean how??"
"Well ... I just do." He smiles reassuringly and I felt good .... It felt good that he is cooperative "Here. This is your new iPhone . Your old one got ruined by me...", He regards silently.
What ? Is he showing me off he has got money . Man l don't care of who he is . He and his iphone  both goto hell.
I stand up, tug my dress down the thighs a lttle and storm out of the classroom.
I'd thought that he was not like the other  big fat fishes .I knew it ... I knew he's rich , fom the day I've seen him ,or maybe very rich but he tried to show off .I hate those kind of people but this doesn't mean I hate him .............
Actually I think .......ummmmm I love him .I keep thinking about him all the time . It was just yesterday when I'd met this overprotective and stubborn Greek God but he's consumed my thoughts and invaded me .I never have and I'll never love anyone else but him .
He may be having so many flaws but for me he is perfect from the very first day I met him.
"He's my ultimate sin and I"ll  gladly be damned for  him ." I reminsce this line from my favourite book AFTER. This is so very apt.
He is an epitome of sexiness , handsomeness and stubbornness ....a little bit though.
I realised someone's hands on my cheeks and when I turn around it's.............

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