I have no idea what is going on and why the hell am I kissing him back but I am unable to stop myself . We're making out in the park . I'm not used to this. I gain my consciousness and push him away but he seems to have other plans.
Both of his eyes are closed,one hand on my waist and the other grabbing my hair . And I am like a frozen statue . I don't want to do this but I am doing this because my body is not helping me to get away from this . Instead it is telling me to hold his face , grab his hair and let go all my overthinking . I refuse to listen to that .
I glance around , the crowd is increasing rapidly and students are hooting and howling . I push him hard this time . He gazes at me warily , I realise the water coming down my eyes . I feel so embarrassed , everyone is shouting Once more . These students are really jerks , bloody airheads .
I race towards the washroom , close the door and cry .
What the hell does he want ? Why can't he leave me the hell alone ? Everytime I make my mind up to stay away , he gets more close to me . Why was I not able to stop him ? What is he doing to me ? I thought it was over today on that classroom and now he comes again creating a mess of my life . We kissed in public just now . I can't believe it . I never imagined this even in my wildest dreams. What if this news reaches to my family ? They'd actually kill me . On the other side of the coin, it cannot reach them .
Someone is nangong the door continuously but I don't have the energy to stand up and open it.
" Ashley ! Open the door." He screams . I knew it, it had to be Emir , who else can be so caring other than him . First he becomes the reason for these tears and then comes and wipes them . For one day it goes fine like with no drama and all , the second day he does something else meaner than the previous time . He wants my eyes to shed water twenty-four seven . I'll not entertain him anymore .
I know I'm lying to myself . Because whatever happens I can't stop him as I don't want to . Deep inside I know I want him , I've always wanted him ,but not like this . I am not used to be the talk on everyone's mouth . In this situation of my life , the song The heart wants what it wants by Selena Gomez fits so well .
The door banging has ceased .
" Open the damn door or else I'll break it. " He says .
" Emir leave me alone . Go away . " I say between sobs .
" Ashley please come out . I can explain everything . " I hear him saying .
" I don't want to hear any explanation ,Emir, Just go . "
" You're not going to be in this washroom for a lifetime . I'll not move from here till you come out or open the door and let me in . Choice is in your hands . So it'll be very nice of you to come out now without wasting any of our times . "
I think hard for a minute. He's so stubborn amd crude . He will surely stand on his words .
Suddenly the lights go off . I am afraid of darkness very much . In another swift movement , I get up , wipe off my face , open the door hurriedly , scan the corridors. Emir is not to be seen anywhere . He tempted me to get out and now that I'm here , he fucking tricked me once again. I'm a fool to believe him and suffer afterwards. Always.
He has me in a live or die situation at all times. I don't seem to have any further options .
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