Chapter Nineteen

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I'm not able to sleep . He's invaded me in my slumber also. I'm pondering about him continuously. He's so alluring,substantial,marvelous and flawless.  He mesmerizes me everytime. It makes me feel low in front of him . .  .  . certainly I am .  Altogether, today was undoubtedly the best day of my life . It was exceptionally delightful.

He is a king .Am I pleasant enough to assemble his queen ? I don't know the answer to this and I don't wish to know because I know I'll try till my last breath for him , to stay close to him , to sleep in the  same bed with him ,to brush our teeth together ,to go shopping with him,to develop the same love in his heart, I've for him . I won't lose hope till the end. Reviewing the night's events ,  for what feels like the thousandth time now , I fall asleep .

" Ashley dear , wake up , it's nine . " I hear my mother's voice. " You've to get to the university or do you want to be late? Come on baby get up fast ."
I love to sleep till late , especially when I haven't closed an eye the whole night but on the other hand I  genuinely want to meet Emir.  . So I have to get up no matter what .

Today , for you Mr. Daniels , I'm sacrificing my sleep . I don't like this but only for you . . . . I can surely do it because um. . . . . I don't know the reason whatsoever. I can sacrifice anything for him , sleep doesn't even count .So it'll be  better  he keeps me  blissful always .

   Christ , Now I'm talking to myself . . . . .no what is he doing to me? Geez I've got so crazy  after him . He has made my life a mess. . . . ,an enticing mess . It's been such a enthralling and  magnificent journey with him till now , he made me mad, dejected me ,  but made me want to live my life for myself and brought about the real me.

I never knew myself until him, I learnt living my life  better with him  . . . .he taught me how to live life  . I enjoy myself tremendously when I'm with him . I cherish the moments spent with him . With Emir , I've discovered my own self and I'll never lose it , with him or without him. It sounds  so awful. . . .without him , I don't want that . . . . .never .   I toss this ugly thought at the back of my head .
I want to devise ecstatic , astounding and ravishing memories with him . It's just a start. We both have an exceedingly long way to go .

Finally I get out of the bed .

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