Life is full of choices , good and bad , today I made one , telling Emir about me , the reality of my life . He was so damn good today. I ruined it all . But someday I'd had to tell him . Also if loved me truly, he wouldn't have walked away just like that. He betrayed me . It was both of our faults .
Laying on my bed , I feel nothing , no pain , no emotion , no hurt and msiery at all , it's just emptiness in my heart for him . I knew he was trouble for me , i knew it was not gonna go well from the beginning , it was not gonna last forever . Inspite of this , I made him my dreamboy and now it is dawn . Dream over . Ashley it is all over . I was so sure he would do this only, if I would tell him the truth . He didn't love me all this time . It was all because he thought we had the same status . I am really the biggest fool of the century . He caught me up in his eyes and I followed in willingly ,eyes closed .
Oh boy this is so fucked up . I just don't know how to keep him away from me . He'll be in the same college in front of me everytime and I am going to break everytime I look at him . I can't forget our good times together, especially today . The helicopter ride, the opening up and talking to me , trusting me enough for sharing his grave life secrets with me , all those kisses , forced ones were something different , they had a unique thrill . I know I'm sounding so damn crazy right now , but not to lie , I really experienced a kick out of those forced kisses, like the one in front of the whole campus, then the one in the classroom . I always gave in so easily because somewhere he had a place in my heart . Actually not somewhere , like everywhere in my heart, he has the whole of my heart . I can never give that place to anyone . Maybe I'll be married to someone some fucking day , but my first kiss , my first ever crush , my first ever love . It'll always be Emir . My HERO .
He can never be mine . Never .
DREAMS are over . Ashley . Come back to reality .
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Author's note: This was like the first phase of the story . And now I'm really demotivated as the reads aren't increasing . So I'll just stop now . If i find my reads increasing , I'll definitely write but for now it's a break . Also if you have any suggestions for the further story ,let me know . I'd love to add those . ❤️
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Dreams
Fanfiction" Dreams are not those which you see while sleeping Dreams are those which don't let you sleep " This is very rightly said by APJ Abdul Kalam . Girls live in dreams sometimes So this is an attempt to bring to you something you can surely relate...
