She Will Be Loved

Chapter 51: Okay

I haven't been in my room since that night. My phone kept blowing up with messages and calls from my friends asking me if I was alright. I didn't response to any not even once.

Dad and Jacob kept their distance. I ask them to just let me be alone and they thoughtfully agreed. I heard Hanna, Dean and Lucas come over to check on me but just as I requested no one will be allowed to disturb me, maybe just not now.

I was awaken by Jacob's aggressive shouting from downstairs. I can also hear dad stopping Jacob but my brother just won't listen. I open my room door and had a clear hearing of what Jacob was shouting about.

"You don't have the right to come here after what you did to my sister! You fucking deserve to die!" Just by those words I can figure out that it was Liam.

"I'm sorry. I don't want trouble." Liam trying to defend himself. I rush downstairs as fast as I could.

"Get the hell out of our house!" All eyes on me. "Leave!" I yelled at him. He was going to say something but Jacob shove him out the door slamming it to his face. "I'm sorry." I lowered my head as I try to apologize to them.

"Honey." Dad was going to approach me but I quickly ran back to my room locking it for the hundred times.

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I glance towards the tray of dinner that dad just delivered to my room. I want to eat but I just don't have the appetite. I feel sad and pained that I want to cry again but seems that my tears have dried from so much crying. I've been thinking about what had happened and why it did.

I'm currently looking at the photos I took with Liam. There are stolen photos of him that I usually steal when he isn't looking and photos of us smiling, which I don't know if genuine. I threw my phone onto my bed and it bounce to the floor.

I should have just listened to Hanna that pursuing my feelings for Liam was a bad idea. I abruptly stand and look at myself at the mirror, I look like I am on Britney's post breakdown state except the bald hair.

I don't have to ruin myself just for someone who can't value my worth. I decided that I'll make them regret breaking, I'll make them pay for what they did.

I showered, dolled up and wore a dress that was way out of my comfort zone. I glance at myself one last time before I finally went out of my room and go down stairs. "I'm going out." I announce. I didn't bother to acknowledge what Jacob was saying, just took the keys to the car and went on my way.

I found a random house party that was happening on a Sunday night. It was crazy that I thought nobody would arrange a party on a Sunday night.

I entered the party with no recognition of the people around me. It seems that it was Frat party at a nearby college. The party was already in a full swing, I grab a beer from the countertop and scan the room.

I wanted to forget everything, I don't want to feel anything. I just want think and be spontaneous for once in my life. I chug down the whole bottle of beer and slam it on the counter as I finished it.

"Damn girl! You're one of the few who can do that." A blond hair guy said with a stun look on his face.

"Should I be honored?" I said flirtatiously.

"Of course!" He exclaims. "By the way, my name is Ken." He extends his hand for me to shake.

"Ellie." Introducing myself as I shook his hand.

"Want another beer, Ellie?" Ken smirks as he gestures to the beers that was on the counter. "How about we play some beer pong." He pointed on the other side of the room.

"Yeah, why not?" I nodded. He lead me to the way, his hand way placed almost touching my butt but I didn't react.

"Hey! My new friend here wanted to join." Ken referring to me in the crowd. "Everyone meet Ellie." He introduces me to the crowd that was playing the game.

"Yeah, sure." The guy that was only wearing his boxers said. "But this game isn't just a simple game, this is naked beer pong." He smirks as he eyes my body lustful.

"What does that mean?" I ask him.

"Every ball that your opponents score, you are going to drink and strip one of your clothing." He explains.

"Okay." I was shocked from what I said. I agreed to play the game that involves taking your clothes off, the alcohol must be kicking in because I normally don't have this kind of confidence in me. Everyone cheers as I stand on the other end of the table, I also saw Ken swapping with the boxer guy earlier.

"Are you already to flash everyone?" Ken ask with a taunting smile.

"Are you?" I ask him. He's smirk grew into a smile and we begin to play.

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"You are lousy!" I shouted at Ken who's now taking his pants off as I was winning the game. I am still wearing my undergarments and skirt.

"Don't be so sure about that." He ready himself as I take my next shot of beer pong but totally missed. "My turn!" He declared happily. He kissed the ball before finally throwing it and landing straight into a cup. "Yes!" He triumphantly said as the crowd watching us play cheered on him.

"Okay, okay." I nodded drinking the cup first.

"Take one off." He lick his lower lip looking at me. I grip the zipper of my skirt, now I am only in my bra and panty but I wasn't anxious about it not even a bit. "Nice." Ken comments.

"Thank you." I gave a giggle from what he said.

"But still my turn." He ready himself to throw the ball when someone called my name.

"Ellie!" I snap my head towards the direction of a guy. He seems angry as he charge at where I was. "What are you doing?" My eyes slowly adjusted to the new face that appeared and finally comprehend that it was Clark. "Why are you only wearing that?" He gestured to my undergarments.

"We're playing Naked Beer Pong. Do you wanna play?" I ask him pointing on the table.

"I should get you home, you're drunk." He grabs my arm but I yank his hand away.

"I'm playing. It's fun." I let out a hiccup after that.

"Yeah, we are having fun here, why are you interrupting?" Ken ask looking annoyed.

"Let's go, Ellie. Your father might be looking for you." He said taking taking his jacket off and putting it over me. I only nodded as I was feeling too tipsy suddenly. He retrieve my clothes on the chair beside me.

"We are not done yet." Ken blocked our way.

"Let us through." Clark demanded.

"What if I don't, what will you do pretty boy?" Ken said with a smug smile on display but that smile didn't last long as Clarks fist collided with Ken's jaw, making him drop on the floor.

"That." Clark retort and held me close to him as he lead us out of the party.

"That was so cool!" I sounded like a kid watching a rocket blast off to space.

Clark just continued to usher me to his car that was park not far from the party. "Put your clothes on." He hands it to me. "I don't want your dad think that I did something to you." He turn around to look away.

"Okay." I said putting my top and shirt on. When I got to the heels I groan.

"What?" He turn to face me again.

"I don't want to wear my heels." I gestured as I hold it up.

"Then don't." He opens the passenger door for me. "Get in, I'll get you home." He says and I hop in. As we went on our way I felt my eyes getting droopy and slowly let sleep consume me.