The Sunrise [COMPLETE]

Chapter 1

Chapter 1: There Was A Sun

"Check her vital signs" tarantang sabi ng Doctor ng ilipat agad ako sa private room at kakagaling lamang sa emergency room.

Halos magtatatlong taon na ako sa ospital na ito. I hate the smell of medicines. And I hate my room, I am staying in the private room sa panglima sa pinakamataas na floor ng building na ito. And its kidda bothered me because paano kong lumindol? Its 16 floor baka mamatay nalang ako di pa ko nakakababa.

I hold my breath as I feel another pain in my heart. Come on Soleil, don't panic your heart!

"Are you okay? Naninikip na naman ba?" tumayo si kuya ng makitang nasa dibdib ko ang kamay ko.

I hold my breath. "Stop acting like you are really concern in me" sagot ko sa kanya at ihiniga ang ulo ko

My white lies. Ayoko sa lahat yong may nag aalala sa'kin. Feeling ko pabigat ako pag ganon.

"By the way, why are you here?" lingon kong tanong sa kanya habang siya ay abala sa pag hahanda ng porridge na kakainin namin

"I am worried Sol" napabuntong hininga siya sa sinabi niya

"You don't have to, i can take care of my self" sagot ko naman at akmang maglalakad ngunit nakita kong nakasabit ang dextrose

"Nurse said na naging pasaway ka nong nakaraan" tumayo siya at tinulungan akong iangat ang wire at stand ng dextrose.

"I just need some air, suffocated na ko dito sa lugar na ito and I am not a fool na magkulong nalang" pa-irap na pagdadahilan ko.

"Your not a fool? So what do you call to the lady that went down there using only stairs instead of using elevator? Are you good in your heart Soleil?" seryoso at may halong sakrismo ang pagkakasabi niya ito

Iniwas ko ang tingin ko sa kanya.

"I'll go to the cr" kinuha ko sa kanyang kamay ang stand ng dextrose at tumalikod papuntang cr.

Talo na naman. Napakuyom ang kamao ko. I am not a fool! That's how I don't like people. Using my weakness to get there victory. Napaluha ako harapan ng salamin.

I can see my reflection on it. I am wearing a hospitals pajama and its all white. I am so pale, my hair was messy and my face is also pale.

I just can't help but to cry napahawak ako sa puso ko.

"Yes, instead of using elevator I used stairs. I desperately want to end this shits! I also run while I am in stairs" asik ko sa sarili ko sa salamin

My heart is the most weak part of my body. When I am panic its burst. When I am being exaggerated and laugh it will beat so fast that I couldn't breath.And when I am sad, para siyang pinipiga. My emotions can affect my heart. A fucking premature heart.

" What took you so long ?" nakapamewang na bungad ni Kuya sa'kin

"What do you care?" pabalang at iritado kong sagot

"What the hell! I am worried Sol!" sigaw niya sa'kin di na ko nag abala pa at humiga na sa kama ko

"I said don't worry about me, I can handle my self and don't act like you really fucking care!" sigaw ko sa kaniya. Ang kulit niya nakakairita