[6] Eyes Forward

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Maya's therapy session

Dr.-"So, Maya...what would you like to talk about?"

M-"I don't know...I'm..I'm exausted...I've tried to rest, and sleep, and love..as you told me..and it was working."

Dr.-"So what happened next?"

M-"I ruined everything...my mother came telling me that she had left my father, because he was abusive, and I got mad at whoever told me that...even the girl who was really helping me...I ruined everything cheating on her, and now she's gone, forever... doesn't work anymore think about death..."

Dr.-"Do you love her?"

M-"I don't know...I...YES...she's smart, beautiful, sweet..."

Dr.-"You still belive that you father wasn't abusive?"

M-"He was strict, but I won a gold medal because of my dad..."

Dr.-"Yes, it's true, YOU won a gold medal. But because of you.
Because you are strong.
You didn't need him to become a firefighter, you didn't need him to become captain.
Am I wrong?"

M-"No..."

Dr.-"Imagine you have children, would you treat them like your father treated you?"

M-"No...."

Dr.-"Now do you understand it?"

M-"Yes..."

Dr.-"Ok, that's all for today...We can meet again next week if you want."

M-"Yes, I'd like it to, thank you Dr. Lewis"

Maya start finally understood what everyone was trying to let her know.
And decided it was time to change.

Arrived at the station for finish her shift, took a pair of scissors and went to the bathroom.
She looked at her reflection in the mirror, in her eyes there was so much anger, but also awareness.
She took a deep breath.
She grabbed her hair tight in a tail and started to cut.
When she stopped, the hair was long until the chin.
But in her eyes you could see something, something that had never been there before...Maya.
There was her and only her.

There was her and only her

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Jack walked into the room right after

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Jack walked into the room right after.

M-"I was so stupid, everyone saw the truth about my dad except me.."

J-"You know, It's how these things usually go"

M-"I've ruined the best relationship I've never had because of him..."

J-"You could apologize"

M-"That's too late for that, wait too late..."

J-"You'd be surprised how far an I'm sorry can get you"

M-"...I'm sorry, Jack..."

Jack smiled to her, and before he left, said

J-"Hair looks kinda cool!"

Carina's office

Carina was sitting at her desk, trying to not think about Maya, but thinking about her brother.

Will he really become like our father?
I don't want to lose him too.

"Bipolar disorder, is a mental health condition that causes extreme mood swings that include emotional highs, like mania or hypomania, and depression."

She had learned that definition when her father started to feel bad.

Someone knocked on the door.
It was Teddy.

T-"Hey, you want to have coffee with me?
Cafeteria in the yard is good, and I really need one"

C-"Yep, I really need one too!"

Teddy was right, the coffee here is really good..

Carina was drinking her coffee when heard someone called her...

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