lizzie 🔐
Today 12:23 AM
where did you go?
Today 9:39 AM
um
I had sex with Sebastian
Today 11:42 AM
I'm SORRY WHAT
oh good morning thanks for
texting me back bitchshut up and explain
Did you shave your vag?
Not fully but that doesn't
matter!!What are you doing right now?
I just woke up I'm still in bed
where are you?I'm at home with Sawyer I got
home around 9Can I call?
Girl don't ask just do!!
FaceTime Call between Lizzie 🔐 and Me
Today 11:54 AMLizzie
Okay you need to tell me what, why, when and how right now.Maeve
Okay so you know how we have been talking for a while like it's been a few weeks?Lizzie
Mhm... go on.Maeve
Well we were getting like deep and stuff I guess, the convo I mean. And then he admitted that he had a small crush on me - I don't want to hear it! - and I asked him if he wanted to talk in a more private setting and well it just kind of happened.Lizzie
Oh my God you slut I love it! Wow that's so weird. I never really would have pegged you with him.Maeve
Well we aren't together. We decided that it was just going to be like friends with benefits. Because I don't feel comfortable bringing a man into Sawyer's life right now.Lizzie
Okay, that's fair. How do you feel about it? Wait, how many times did you have sex?Maeve
Three times before we fell asleep. I ended up leaving as soon as I woke up because I didn't want Robert to find out and I wanted to get Sawyer home.Lizzie
I thought you went home last night. But you were having sex upstairs. Aw, I'm so happy for you. Are you happy, though? With the arrangement?Maeve
Yeah, I mean I think so. It makes sense, right?Lizzie
Yeah, it does. I just want to make sure you're making the best decision. I know you already have a thing for him after all the talking you've been doing. Do you think there's a chance real feelings could evolve?Maeve
Oh without a doubt. I know I'm going to crash and burn with this one. But I don't know I just figure I'll do the friends thing and if the time comes we'll be more. Maybe once I feel more comfortable with bringing him into Sawyer's life more permanently?Lizzie
Do you want to be more? Like what do you think your end goal is?Maeve
Marry him. I'm kidding don't give me that look. I don't know. It's been so long since I've been with a guy. And a nice one at that? I feel like I don't deserve it-Lizzie
You do.Maeve
But I want to just soak it all in. And I'll just let him lead for now anyways. He did say he had a crush on me a few years ago so who knows, maybe he'll be the one to crash and burn.Lizzie
Okay well, my advice is to just take it slow. Did you guys use a condom?Maeve
No, but I'm on birth control.Lizzie
Oh, right I forgot about your irregular cycle. Hopefully he's clean.Maeve
He fucking better be! I'd kill him.Lizzie
So.. how was it?Maeve
Oh my God so fucking good. I'm so glad you asked I've been dying to talk about it to someone. He's such a good kisser and it's not like in a gross man way but like a really good way. And he literally, and I mean this in every sense of the word Liz, he fucked me against the door so hard I thought it'd break.Lizzie
Ew, Sebastian? No way.Maeve
Yes Sebastian! And then on the bed twice. Girl when I tell you I had never had it that good I mean it. Jake is fucking shit compared to Sebastian. He made me finish like three times before he did. When I tell you I can still feel him inside of me I mean it.Lizzie
Oh my God, gross. I mean, I'm glad you finally got fucked. But Jesus, I've always thought of him as cute little Seb. I never imagined him in that way. I always thought he'd cry after sex.Maeve
No, definitely not. He was saying shit I've read about. I'm already daydreaming about the next time.Lizzie
Maeve! You are a mother! You should be ashamed of yourself. Don't you know that kind of talk is not self respectful?Maeve
Oh, right. A woman like me should never open her legs for a man! A mistress. A temptress. Just put me on a stake and burn me.Lizzie
Stop, I hate when you do that voice it always makes me laugh.Maeve
I couldn't help it it fit in. Jeez. I kind of feel slutty but at the same time I don't care.Lizzie
That's just your internalized misogyny. There is no such thing as a slut.Maeve
Hell yeah! Alright, I should get going. I have to get Sawyer lunch and I promised her we'd take Bird on a walk by the water.Lizzie
Okay, I need to use the bathroom anyway. Let me know if anything happens with him.Maeve
You will be the first one to know, I promise.Lizzie
Good. Okay, I'll talk to you later. Bye, love you.Maeve
Bye babe, love you too.Call Ended
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ФанфикDISCONTINUED UPDATE 8/15/2023: Thank you to all who have read this book, I truly do appreciate and love each and every one of you. However, I will not be continuing this book. I will be keeping it on my page, however, it will not be completed. Thank...