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UPDATE 8/15/2023: Thank you to all who have read this book, I truly do appreciate and love each and every one of you. However, I will not be continuing this book. I will be keeping it on my page, however, it will not be completed. Thank...
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Two months.
I had officially crossed over into the second month of my pregnancy and I could not be having a worse time. The morning sickness had gotten worse and my jeans were just a little bit tighter than before. Which was the most annoying thing in the world.
But it wasn't all that bad. Being pregnant with Sawyer was worse; this pregnancy didn't seem too terrible just yet. Knock on wood.
Of course, my work load and environment was much healthier this time around. I wasn't in my senior year of college trying to get a man to accept that he was going to be a father. I wasn't living in a city at a school without any family. This was different.
I had another doctors appointment since I hit eight weeks; Sebastian was thrilled to come with me again. The fetus was the size of a raspberry now. It didn't seem big but I felt it nonetheless.
July was at its midpoint which meant it was the hottest. The heat was actually unbearable and I spent time with a cold wash cloth between my thighs and on my forehead when I tried to sleep.
Only a few more weeks to go until the heat of summer started to cool. Sawyer would start Kindergarten and I would have more time to focus on my work.
I hadn't heard anything yet about my novel. But I still had hope.
The Netflix show had begun its production stage. Freddie and I spent more time on set then we thought, taking leads with the director to being the script to life. It was a beautiful and crazy experience. I fell in love with it.
I had also made up with my grandparents; something I knew I had to do. They were still upset but I couldn't keep holding in my anger with them. They were a free baby sitter. I couldn't give that up.
Besides, they did love me.
As Sawyer's five birthday approached she hit a huge milestone. The wetting the bed started to happen less and less; which meant I wasn't washing sheets as often. And she official can spell her name.
I was excited for her to start Kindergarten. It was such a big step.
Today was particularly a good day. I woke up without too much morning sickness and seemed to eat my weight in cereal; specifically ones with marshmallows. That was all I wanted now.
The storm that happened the other night had cooled the humidity somewhat and brought in a few decent waves.
So now I stood waist high in the water as a wave rolled it, knocking be backwards only slightly. My surf board floated next to me, tied to my wrist. I was waiting for a break in the waves.
