written in the stars

chapter 10

I do not own the 100. I am just a fan writing fanfic.

Clarke's P.O.V.

I laid on the table with Bellamy next to me. He was holding my hand. I watched him. He was angry, I was angry to but I was too tired. Raven had cut open my pants and from their faces they knew. I wasn't sure how they could tell, but I was grateful I didn't have to tell them.

Bellamy got up and walked away. I missed him. He came back shortly and stroked my hair. It felt good. I was so tired, my eyes were so heavy, I wanted to sleep.

My eyes opened at the sound of metal snapping in place, confused I looked around. Bell squeezed my hand and explained knowing I was panicked," the girls are putting up a sheet so they can examine you without me or anyone else seeing. " I nodded, as a makeshift doctor I knew this had to be done. They had to know if I was badly hurt, but I felt so exposed. Raven looked up as if reading my thoughts, "don't worry, we will be quick and I may not be a doctor but I got an 98 in biology. " she said. This didn't make me feel better.

I felt them remove my bra and underwear. I felt them use moonshine to wipe away and clean any scratches. This made me hiss. Bellamy leaned closer to me still holding my hand, "I am right here." He said. I got the feeling he wouldn't be going anywhere for a long time. I smiled a little smile as big as I could manage. He mirrored it right back. I felt one of the girls spread my legs a bit and I winced at the pain of it. They examined me closer before Raven came around with a sullen look on her face. She took off her gloves and looked at me. "Clarke I have to ask you a few questions" she said her eyes landing on Bellamy. Before he could get up and move i spoke " he can stay." I said. This was the most I had spoken since they found me. Raven looked at me concerned but I looked at her letting her know I was sure.

She cleared her throat. "You were assaulted by someone, correct?" She asked. The word assaulted hung in the air but we all knew what she meant. "Yes," I breathed. She straightened up, "do you know by whom?" She asked closing her eyes, she probably already figured it out. "It was Finn" I said. I could see her tense for a moment as I confirmed her suspensions and Bellamy barely breathed beside me.

"Did he-" she started but couldn't finish her sentence, I understood the question though. "Yes, he did. I think only once." I said. I could tell how confused Bellamy was but I was grateful he didn't understand. Raven asked another question, "are you taking the tea?" She asked. I looked at the ceiling, "no." I said quietly. She closed her eyes and turned away pretending to do something. But from the shaking of her shoulders I knew she wastryung not to cry.

Octavia finally appeared with new clothes. They were from my pack. "I thought these would fit you." She said. "You should get changed." She added. I knew she was right. I squeezed Bellamy's hand and he got the hint. He stood up and looked at me for a minute and left. I closed my eyes and cried. Octavia and Raven wrapped me in a hug and we stayed like this for a while.

I got changed and sat on one of the chairs. Octavia had picked out a pair of light blue jeans and a tank top. We also found a sweater that was light enough I wouldn't sweat to death but covered almost all of my bruises. They brought me food and water. I drifted off to sleep for a bit, hoping not to dream of anything but stars.

Bellamy's P.O.V.

I walked out of the med bay as calmly as I could. When I reached the ramp, Miller turned around from were he stood guard and looked at me. "How is she?" He asked. Three little words but they sent me off the deep end. My knees crashed to the ground my fist connecting with the earth. I punched the ground over and over again until arms reached me and stopped me. I looked up to see Miller, Jasper and Montey. They were restraining me and I was sobbing helplessly. They brought me to the side of the dropship away from staring people and crowds. I collapsed against the dropship wall.