written in the stars

chapter 19

I do not own the 100. I am just a fan writing fanfic.

Bellamy's P.O.V.

It had been 2 weeks since Harper had been hurt, she was better now but Montey never left her side. It was funny to watch the camp form couples, Jasper and Raven were inseparable and it was cute but also gross because they could be stumbled upon making out, all over each other. I had to hand it to Jasper I didn't think he had it in him but man was I wrong. Octavia and Lincoln were getting more serious that I liked but I remembered Clarke's advice from the day she came to talk to me. I had to let O grow up. So against my better judgment I had agreed to let Lincoln spend the night in her tent when she wanted. Our treaty with the Grounders was strong and Octavia had even become a second. I wasn't sure i liked it but i had realized i couldnt really stop her from much.

Clarke had almost moved into my tent, I wasn't complaining. She still had her tent but she spent almost every night in my bed. We had decided to tell the others about our relationship a few days ago. Their reactions were not what we had expected. They supported us but had laughed at first. Raven had been the first to explain, "we know! You two suck at this whole hiding thing and plus the tent walls are thin." She had laughed. We were happy it was out in the open but Clarke had been embarrassed all night, I had never seen her cheeks so red.

We were planning for the winter now. Montey had already started to plant food for the fall harvest that would hopefully follow in a few months. Miller and I had started to think about shelter. We gathered a group, most of them I didn't know well but I recognize a few amound the sea of faces. We planned to build 15 houses with 3 rooms each. It was a big job but with 74 of us we figured it was necessary. Today would be the first day of building.

I walked into the center of camp. It was warm but much better than the heat we had been having over the last few days. I reached the group of people said to me working on the houses. I walked over to Miller and he handed me a list. We had divided the list of 45 volunteers into 4 groups. Each group would have about 11 people, which should be enough. I called out the names of the people in my group and handed the list to Miller. I directed the 10 people I had called out to follow me a part from the crowd. We settled over by the fire so I could talk to them.

I scanned over the group, I almost recognized them all. Jasper, Luke, Kyle, Murphy, Johnston, Nicole. The rest i didn't know by name. It would be hard but we were strong. I gave them instructions to gather what they would need for the day and meet me by the drop ship in 2 hours. They nodded and went their separate ways. I headed to the food station and grabbed some rations and walked towards the med Bay.

I walked up the ramp and into the drop ship, it was warm inside but pretty much empty. I walked over to where Clarke was standing busy with organizing supplies. She didn't seem to hear me so I put the food down and quietly creeped up behind her. She spun and threw her arms around me neck, taking me by surprise. "Not so stealthy now, are you Blake? She asked smiling. I smiled back as she leaned in to kiss me, it was short and sweet but as she pulled away I groaned. She smiled and slipped out of my arms.

"You have work to do," she said, I pulled her back into my arms and put my head on her shoulder, "I have 2 hours. We could do ALOT in 2 hours." I whispered into her ear. She grinned but pulled away. "We can't, I WANT to but we shouldn't." She said. I hated that she was so responsible. I knew she was right but I wanted her so bad. I pulled her to my waist her hips into mine. She bit her lip, she knew how hot that was. "Common, you look so good right now." I said. She put her arms around my neck and pulled me closer her lips grazing mine. I pressed her against a wall. She pressed her lips against mine and I flipped us so she had me against the wall. I licked her lips between kisses and she moaned into my lips.

I reached lower down her waist and gripped at her ass. I lifted her up and moved away from the wall, she wrapped her legs around me. She deepend the kiss slipping her tongue into my mouth. I explored her mouth with my tongue. She tasted like spices and honey. The taste was a reminder she was drinking the tea, it was a reminder she was with me. I carried us to the side room just like the first time we had kissed. She kissed me hard, grinding down on my groin. I moaned into her ear and kissed down her neck.

She was breathing hard and arching against my touch. "We should stop" she said. I pulled back from where I had her against the wall. "Sorry- we can stop. I'm sorry." I pulled away from the wall prepared for Clarke to let go. She searched my face and moved her hands to my face. I wasnt looking at her, I was looking at the ground. "Bellamy, no. I didn't mean- Bell" she said, she turned my head so I would look at her. Her eyes were warm but fierce. "You would never hurt me. Bellamy I trust you, completely." I saw her face, I knew she was telling the truth. "I just never want you to feel like I am forcing you into anything." I said. She eyes softened.

"Bellamy. I love you." She said. She brought my forehead to hers and kissed me. I relaxed a bit. "I know you would never do that. That's why I love you." She said. I closed my eyes and nodded. "I love you too." I let her slip down my legs till she stood on her own. "We should go and pack your supplies. I don't want to have to tend to your injuries because you were dehydrated or were over heating." She smiled. I really loved her, I never wanted to lose her, ever.

Clarke's P.O.V.

Bellamy had left for building crews an hour ago. I was busy in the med bay organizing things and cleaning up the constant state of chaos. I decided to rearrange some of the cots and I found a way to store more supplies in the main room by clearing a shelf. My mind was busy thinking about too many things for me to relax. We had to think about winter. What if we weren't ready? Was my mom ready for the cold? I shivered at the thought of losing her. I pushed away from the table and a way from the thoughts swirling in my mind.

Harper walked in with Montey, a welcomed distraction. Harper was never late for her check up and Montey was always by her side. Seeing them together made me smile. She greeted me with a warm smile and Montey hugged me. I asked Harper to sit on the table, "you got it doc" she mused. I would have normally asked Montey to turn but he had been here everyday for a week and every time Harper said it was okay. "Okay Harper, you know the drill, I am going to lift your shirt and examine your cut. Okay" I asked, she nodded already familiar with the process.

I lifted her light grey shirt and she held it so I could get a better look. Montey was at her side as always holding her hand. Her skin was healing nicely, the stitches were in good condition. I rebandaged it and pulled her shirt down. "All good, you should be able to get the stitches out in 3 days" i said, "how's the pain?" She looked at her hands in Montey's, "it hurts but, Montey is taking good care of me. Won't let me do anything." She said teasing the boy next to her. That was a good sign. Montey tucked his hair behind his ear and blushed a bit. They are so sweet, so good.

I gave Harper some tea for the pain and she drank it gratefully. She looked at me over the brim of her cup, a look only girls understand. I smiled letting her know I had caught on, she wanted to talk, alone. I turned to Montey, "hey could you go get me some of the spices that were drying on the racks by the rations?" I said. Seeing the hesitation in his eyes, Harper sent him a quick smile. He quickly took off on his mission. Once he was out of the drop ship, I turned to Harper. We weren't super close but that didn't mean she couldn't talk to me.

She finished her tea and set it down on the table. "So, I was wondering if I could get some of the birth control tea. Its silly but I didnt want to ask in front of Montey, I want to suprise him." She said shyly. I smiled for a second, "of course Harper, and don't worry I won't say anything. Before I give it to you though I have to tell you, I recommend you wait at least till your stitches are out before you do any stenosis activities." I said. She nodded and I went to the shelf to grab a few rations of the tea before Montey could come back. "This should be enough for the week, don't take it on an empty stomach. And if you want it to be a secret don't let Montey smell it on you before you tell him." I said. She smiled and thanked me, slipping it into her small pack before Montey walked through the door with herbs.

Montey placed them on the table and helped Harper down. I said goodbye and watched the couple walk out of the drop ship. It reminded me Bellamy would be getting back from building. I cleaned up and headed to his tent.