written in the stars

chapter 13

I do not own the 100. I am just a fan writing fanfic.

Bellamy's P.O.V.

I woke up with Clarke in my arms, it wasn't unusual, but now, after last night it felt completely different. All the feelings I had for her; the love, the protectiveness, the hope. She felt all of it too. It had been so long since I had been happy. Since I was 6 i had kept the secret about Octavia under the floor, I loved her but it meant i could never really get close to anyone. Then when we were caught the guilt almost killed me, then my mother was floated. I hadn't even mourned for her, I couldn't, it was my fault. I wiped at the tear forming in my eye before it could fall. I looked down at Clarke who was sleeping peacefully. We both had so much pain in our lives, maybe together we could find a way to be happy.

I watched Clarke as she slept, like I had many times before, she was beautiful. Her blonde hair was like milky gold and her face had little sun freckles that hadn't been there when we landed. Her lips were pink and pouty, probably from all her arguing and from biting them when she concentrated. I let my eyes travel over to her stomach, I watched as she breathed evenly, her ribs were still hurt but she was starting to heal. I closed my eyes and swallowed the dryness in my mouth, I didn't want to think about him touching her, I wanted to be happy. I felt her move closer to me and pulled myself away from my thoughts.

I looked down at her, she was starting to wake up, "morning" I said softly. She buried her face in my chest and I felt a smile stretch across my mouth. "No, just a little longer, I just want to stay like this a little longer." She said. I felt the same way, I ran my hand through her hair and closed my eyes, "whatever you want princes" I said before I felt sleep take me away.

Clarke's P.O.V.

When I finally woke up, I mean for real the sun was shining high above the tent. "Shit, Bell. Its probably noon, we over slept. I am surprised no one woke us already." I said nudging Bellamy awake. He squeeze his eyes before opening them, he looked incredible with his messy hair and shirt rising up over his muscular torso. I bit my lip, we didn't have time for this. "I am REALLY surprised that Octavia hasn't burst through the tent door demanding to know if we confronted each other last night" he said with a sleepy smile, "then again she might have thought we might be indecent." He added with a laugh. I knew it was a joke but my cheeks blushed and I felt guilty about not being as touchy as couples are.

Bellamy must've seen my face because he pulled me closer to him, "I was only kidding, although you are stunningly attractive and I have the self control of an infant, I will wait as long as you want me to." He said, kissing me on the forehead. It was weird, we had made out before, but now that we were 'together or whatever the simplest intimate gesture made me blush like an idiot. Way to play it cool Clake just glow red and he'll love you forever.

I crawled out of the bed and through on a pair of pants, I slipped on my boots and headed to the door. "Ummmm, Clarke." Bellamy said, I turned around wondering what he was going to tease me about now. "If you don't want the whole camp to think we slept together, you might want to wear your own shirt." He said looking me up and down. I reddened again. I walked back over and quickly changed shirts, before I could turn he grabbed my hand and whispered in my ear, "you know on second thought letting the camp know your mine, would have probably been the hottest thing possible." He teased, I rolled my eyes and walked away slowly. As I crossed the tent I made sure my hips rolled and my ass swayed, I heard him groan and I left the tent smiling.

I walked around camp, I technically had the day off but I was always ready to jump in and help if someone got hurt. It seemed like a quite day not much was going on. I passed by Montey and Harper they were laughing and it made me smile. We were all just kids put in an impossible situation, but we were finally finding ways to enjoy everyday life. I kept walking until I reached a group of children, they were maybe 10. They were playing some sort of game that involved running around, I smiled knowing they had never had much freedom on the ark.