written in the stars

chapter 27

I do not own the 100. I am just a fan writing fanfic.

Octavia's P.O.V.

I hadnt spent much time with Clarke lately she seemed to be attacked to Bellamy's hip. So when I asked to take her outside the wall I was prepared for his answer. "Octavia, no. Not while I am working." He said like he always did when he patronized me. "Common Bell, its just a bath at the lake. Common. She has to bathe." I argrued. He continued to walk away from me. I followed after him. "Shes been so stressed lately and I barely get to see her any more. Please, just let us go for a swim." I said. He stopped walking, clearly prepared for an argument.

"Octavia, drop it." He said. I rolled my eyes. "What if I bring Raven and Harper. Pleaseeeee. Can't I just ask her." I said. I knew full well she would say yes, thats why I hadn't asked her yet. It was Bellamy that was the problem. He took a breath. "O, i understand where your coming from and i love you for it but its not safe." He argued in his serious voice, too bad I wasn't 7 anymore and I didn't have to listen to him. "I'm asking her Bellamy. She's not yours to boss around. Let her choose for herself" i sighed, he could be so possessive.

Before he could argue I started to walk away. He ran after me to catch up. "Fine. O I need you to take care of her. I mean it Octavia. Please." He said, there was something different about him, he barely ever said please and there was fear in his eyes. I nodded, " I'll watch her Bell." I promised. He nodded before walking away.

As soon as he was clear I let a grin take over my face. I headed to the med bay to get Clarke, we are going to have so much fun.

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We walked through the woods until we reached the lake. As promised I had brought Raven, Harper and myself to watch Clarke. We had also brought a gun, to try and soothe Bellamy's mind. We walked out of the woods, it was cold butthe sun was shinning so it was as warm as it would get. I put our packs down and we started to undress.

We each brought a t-shirt to keep on because it was in fact really cold. We ran from the beach into the freezing water. We all squeeled at the feeling of the cold icy water hitting our thighs. "Let's make this quick ladies." I said and they all laughed in agreement. We wadded out further. Once you got in, it wasnt too bad but it still wasn't super pleasant. She began to wash ourselves, scrubbing at our hair. We started to talk, enjoying the peace and quite and of course the freedom.

Harper began to talk about her and Montey, they had moved in together and were still figuring things out but she was happy. I smiled, my and Lincoln were happy too. It was nice to just be hapoy for once. The water was around our necks up to our chins. The water stopping the wind from hitting us. Raven talked about Jasper and how he was sweet and caring. Apparently he had tried to bake her muffins but failed miserably. It was so like him. We just floated in the water laughing, i felt like a normal teenager.

Harper got out first. She walked onto the beach shivering. She pulled on her pants and took off her wet t-shirt to slip on her warm sweater. Raven decided to join her. I got out and got changed, pilling my sweater around me. I turned to see Clarke still in the water. "Clarke get out, you'll get sick again." I joked. She laughed and began to make her way to the beach. She stopped and picked up some seaweed, "hey Octavia, pass me my container." I rummaged through her bad and found a clear bottle. I walked towards her handing her the bottle. "Thanks". She began to walk out of the water when I noticed the blood.

"Clarke are you bleeding?!" I said. This got everyone's attention. Clarke looked down and touched the blood trailing down her wet legs. "Its probably just your period," Harper offered. But something about Clarke's face was wrong, she was pale.
Raven rushed over and it seemed to bring Clarke back to reality a bit. She looked at her hands. Raven wrapped a sweater around Clarke and helped her to the beach. Raven looked panicked. I was beyond confused. It was just her period, i mean it was a bit more blood then I was used to but, wasn't it different for everyone.

Raven slung her pack on her back and did the same with Clarke's. "Harper give me a hand" she said, putting  Clarke's arm arround her shoulder, Harper looked confused but didn't argue. Raven turned to me. "Octavia. Listen to me, I don't have time to explain, I need you to pick up your pack and run to the camp. Get Bellamy and Montey and he'll get Lincoln!" She said panicked. I looked at her for a second confused, "GO NOW!" She yelled. With that i swung my pack onto my back and took off running.

I ran through the trees and over rocks. I was barefoot, my boots in my pack. I didn't stop, I ran and ran my mind racing. What was happening, what was wrong. I thought back to Bellamys words 'I need you to take care of her.' They echoed in my ears. I ran faster until I saw the gates.

"BELLAMY!" i called out. The gates opened and Lincoln ran forward, "whats wrong Octavia?" He searched me for injuries. I panted out of breath. "Clarke", Lincoln paled a bit. What the hell is going on? Bellamy came running forward, "whats wrong?! Where are the others? Where's Clarke?!" He asked frantically. I swallowed trying to catch my breath. "She- she was fine then she started to bleed and Raven she freaked out and - she told me to run. Her and Harper are carrying her. I'm so sorry Bell I don't know what happened." I said trying not to cry. He hugged me, "its okay. Where are they?" He said pulling back. "They were behind me," i said.

Bellamy, Lincoln, and Montey rushed out the gates. Jasper looked as confused as i was and Miller was holding the gate open. A few seconds later Bellamy came back through the gates carrying Clarke. She was tight against his chest. He headed to the med bay, Montey right behind him. Lincoln, Harper and Raven walked through the gates. Raven had blood all over her hands. She pushed through the crowd and practically sprinted after Bellamy. Lincoln hugged me against his chest, "its not your fault, Octavia." He said into my hair. I pushed against his cbest fighting  back tears, "go help her okay, go." He kissed me quickly before following after Clarke.

I fell to the ground, what was happening? Was she okay? Jasper and Harper helped me up and we joined Miller outside the dropship, all we could do was wait.

Bellamy's P.O.V.

There was a lot of blood. There wasn't supposed to be any blood yet my shirt was sticky from it and Ravens hands were covered in it as it dried. I had landed her on the table. She looked so small. Montey started an IV and Raven put up the sheet so we couldn't see past her waist. Anna was in the cornner panicking, so much for a med student. I didnt know what to do, I didnt know how to help.

I just stood by as Clarke bleed and my child was possibly dying. Raven was wiping away blood and cleaning Clarke, applying some pressure. I tried not to look. I grabbed Clarke's hand, she had passed out. Lincoln and Montey were talking about teas and medicines and other things that were over my head. I was totally helpless. "We need a clotting agent, to stop the bleeding." Lincoln said. Montey nodded and rummaged through the cabinet until he found a bottle of medicine. He used a syringe and put some into Clarke's IV. Raven took her blood pressure, "its low, but its stable." She sighed.

Raven walked back past the sheet. "The bleeding has almost stopped. I think all we can do is give her meds, let her rest and hope it works." She said. I closed my eyes. "Please. Please don't take them from me, I can't do this without them. Please." I whispered against Clarkes temple. I need them. Raven started to clean up a bit. She walked over to the sink and started to scrub her hands. She started to cry. I got up and put a hand on her shoulder, she grabbed my hand not turning around. "Bell- i" she started but couldnt finish. "I know, its okay." I said weakly, I could hear the waver of my voice. I fought against tears.

Raven brought a blanket over Clarke and took down the sheet. Lincoln walked over to where i now sat in silence. "I can't tell you things will be okay, but she is strong and stubborn and even if your child is only half like her, it will be strong because it has a strong father." He said. I closed my eyes. I was just getting used to the idea of having a child, just starting to imagine what it would be like. I couldnt lose that. I got up and sat down by the cot Clarke was now in. I held her hand and kissed her forehead. I wouldn't leave. And just like that, with my head in my arms on the edhe of a chair next to the love of my life and my unborn child I fell asleep praying they would be okay.