written in the stars

chapter 12

I do not own the 100. I am just a fan writing fanfic.

It was late, I was tired and Raven and Octavia were passed out in my tent again. Octavia had forgone seeing Lincoln knowing Bellamy would lose his shit. I felt bad keeping Raven from Jasper but she insisted. I tossed and turned. I settled looking up at the stars, I found the ark. It was still a light, floating in the sky. Everyday Raven worked on a radio, she promised she was only days away. I hoped they had days to survive. I turned away, I didn't want to think of my mother. I just wanted to fall asleep.

I had two cups of tea which was supposed to make me sleep but it just seemed to sit in my stomach completely useless. I knew what I needed to sleep, but I refused. I wouldn't play into Octavia's fantasy by going to Bellamy. Instead I would sit in my tent and never sleep again. Your being ridiculous Clarke go to sleep, I told myself. I sighed, I forced my eyes closed and just listened to the camp. I laid there for what felt like hours but was probably no more than 30 minutes. I kicked off my stupid blankets and shoved on my boots. I grabbed my sweater and slipped out of my tent not bothering to leave a note.

I walked through the camp, not stopping to say hi to anyone. I wasn't exactly happy about my decision but I was tired and could yell at myself tomorrow. I pushed through the tent flap and kicked off my boots without even checking if he was awake. I closed my eyes before opening them and heading to the bed. He was asleep but the blanket was pulled down on the side like he had known I would be visiting. Ughhhhh this made me angry, which is irrational but whatever. I crawled into his bed and turned so our backs faced each other. I felt him roll over, before he could make a snide comment I said, "don't say a word Blake, or I'll leave." He remained silent but I felt his arm go around my waist.

My cheeks flushed but I knew he couldn't see them, so much for being strong. Octavia would love this I thought. And you aren't? A small voice asked in the back of my head said. I rolled my eyes and fell asleep.

Bellamy's P.O.V.

Four nights in a row, I fell asleep by myself but woke up with Clarke in my arms. No one said anything, but from Octavia glances I assumed she knew where Clarke kept sneaking out. I didn't mind waking up next to Clarke even though we never talked about it. Every morning I would wake up and get breakfast and when I got back she would be gone.

Today was a bit different, it was the fifth night Calrke had Climbed into my bed. I had wrapped my arm around her but this time she was pushed against my chest. She was cold, I pressed my lips to her back, ducking my head. "Clarke your freezing" i said. She turned so that she was facing me. She was only were in a tank top and jeans. I sat up and found a shirt at the end of my bed, I pulled her up and started to pull the shirt over her head. She rolled her eyes as I dressed her like I use to dress Octavia. "Do you usually dress your sleeping buddies?" She teased me. "Clarke?! Are you- drunk?" I asked completely serious. "Nooooo" she said. I was completely convinced of course, "Why are you drunk?" I asked. She shrugged." I couldn't sleep, thought I'd give it a try." I sighed and laid her down. She started to giggle. At this rate she would wake the whole camp, "Clarke, you need to be super quite, okay?" I asked. She nodded.

She snuggled into my chest. I put an arm around her and she started to giggle again. What the fuck? She was like a toddler. "Clarke? What is so funny?" She turned to face me. She narrowed her eyes. "You-" she said as she bopped my nose with her finger, "Octavia, says you like me, but I think thats funny." She said. I swallowed. Keep it together dude, fuck. "And whats so funny about it?" I asked. Clarke rolled her eyes. "You don't like meeeeeeeee. Nope, I told Octavia but she doesn't believe me." I stared at her. I was screwed. Octavia knew I had a thing for Clarke, but worse Clarke thought it was funny. She turned back away from me, letting me know our conversation was over.