written in the stars

Chapter 33

I do not own the 100. I am jusy a fan writing fanfic.

Bellamy's P.O.V.

As shifty as i felt seeing the look on Clarke's face i knew she'd get over it. I turned walking away from the gate. Lexa and her healer women had just left, i was the lucky one to walk them out. I rubbed my hands together in hopes it would lessen the burning of the cold. I headed to the med bay to find Clarke. My stomach fluttered a bit as I remembered why she had left the meeting, i knew Montey was okay but I hated the thought of losing one of my friends. I could only imagine how Jasper felt about the whole situation.

I mindlessly walked through the camp, reminding myself to focus or I'd run head first into a cabin. I finally reached the raml and made my way inside. It was quite, a good thing. There was a younger girl alseep on a cot that had a brace made off sticks on her lower leg. I remembered Clarke talking about her yesterday. I scanned the rokm and my eyes landed on the larger cot. Montey was asleep with Harper in his arms. If he had been awake he probably would have be red in the face at the very public display of affection. I wonder if thats how Clarke and I look. I couldn't help but smile at the thought of Clarke in my arms. Sometimes none of this seemed real.

After looking around the rest of the med bay I realized Clarke was no where in sight. I tried not to be disappointed and was about to head to our cabin when I noticed the side room door was slightly open. Of course she would be hiding away, she was probably tired.

It had been really cold lately and with the light snow and heavier clothing, I could see how large of a toll everyday taking on her. I tried to help as best I could but Clarke was not one to except help unless she really needed it.

I made my way to the door separating the two rooms. I peaked my head into the room to see Clarke sitting on the bed her hands on her stomach. I quietly walked in to the room she looked up to see me and her face changed. It wasnt a look of pain or anger but under her smile I saw she was hurting. I hated the idea I might have had a part in making her feel like that.

"Hey" i said carefully. "Hey" she replied patting the empty space next to her. I moved to sit next to her happy she didn't seem too mad. "So about earlier-" i tried to explain but my attention was caught by Clarke's wincing. "What is it? Are you okay?!" I asked starting to panic. Clarke smiled and placed my hand on her stomach. I was beyond confused but then I felt something move under her skin. "Was that-?" I asked a little dazed. "Yeah, they started to move earlier, but now that they have started the dont seem to wanna stop." She said. She saw my look of concern but waved it off. "It's still early though," i said confused " i didn't think they would move this much so soon." She smiled, "guess they feel a little crammed in there, must not like sharing the space." She laughed. I leaned over and kissed her head. "Well once their out they will have more room than they know what to do with." I said hoping to lift her spirits a bit more.

She smiled and leaned back into my chest. After a few minutes I noticed her eyes were slowly closing. I waited for her to fall asleep before I slowly moved her, careful not to wake her up. I moved a blanket behind her as a pillow and set off to get food for when she woke up again.

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When I finally got back, food in hand, I noticed she was awake. "You hungry?" I asked. She smiled and put her hand on her stomach, "we are indeed starving." She laughed. I looked around the cramped room and decided against eating in the stuffy room. "Hey wanna eat at home?" I asked. Clarke nooded and lead the way out and into the med bay. Montey was still asleep but now harper was sitting beside him. I gave her a quick wave before following Clarke out of the dropship.

Soon we were back in our cabin and sitting at the table. I had managed to get a large portion of meet and some vegetables for tonight. I divided up the food making sure to give Clarke the bigger one without her noticing. The weather may be cold but our food supply was lasting better than expected. I was only grateful that Clarke hadn't had any strange cravings lately.