written in the stars

chapter 16

I do not own the 100. I am just a fan writing fanfic.

Bellamy's P.O.V.

It took every part of me not to throw up. I closed me eyes and sank down into a cot. We had known this might happen, but I had never believed that it would. The way Clarke had cried, when she talked about the possibility weeks ago had broken my heart. And now we were here with her barely breathing on a table in the med bay.

Raven had taken the news better than I had, she was still able to function. I felt bad for being so affected, I just couldn't think about it. Raven was talking to Clarke who was still unaware I had heard her, part of me wished I hadn't. I would be there for her, I loved her and this was her child but my stomach lurged at the thought of the other parent. Raven was writing down instructions, and Clarke was holding back tears.

After they were done talking Raven came over to me. "She doesn't know for sure, we are going to do some tests. But you need to go over there and hold her hand and act like she just has a stomach bug." She said. A stomach bug that was one way to look at it. I nodded and headed over to Clarke pulling myself together.

I walked over to her and smiled down at her, she looked scared. I hated when she was scared. She took my hand and squeezed it, it had become something of a habit. I leaned down and kissed her forehead. "Beautiful as always Princess, even when your sick." I said she wrinkled her nose. "You know I love you right?" I said stroking her hair. Our relationship was new but down here on the ground you never knew how long you had, I wanted to remind her as often as I could. She smiled sadly, I probably wouldn't have noticed if I had not known why she was so worried, "maybe a little too much," she laughed, I didn't like her joke. No matter what happened I would love her.

Raven had left the drop ship 5 minutes ago so I was surprised when she came back so quickly, I was even more surprised when Montey walked in with her. I saw Clarke swallow, I held her hand tightly. I was waiting for her to send Montey away but she didn't move to speak. I realized she had probably asked for his help, no one was as good with chemistry he was. They set to work preparing some sort of solution, I had never been good at chemistry, but I was terrified right now.

Montey came over and talked to Clarke not looking at me, he probably knew I knew but that Clarke didn't know i knew. He paused for a moment finding the right words, "if this test doesn't have the desired results, there are other measure that can be taken to - to help your condition."he said squeezing her other hand before walking away. I knew what he was saying, if she wanted she could terminate the pregnancy. Having a baby posed serious risks not just to the child but the mother as well, and Clarke would be well aware of just how unequiped we were to handle something like this.

Raven came over and took some of Clarke's Blood. "Do you remember when your last period was, I don't want to take more blood than I should if you haven't replenished it." She asked, the real question behind it was much the same but she was asking for a different reason. Clarke swallowed again, "maybe 6 weeks ago, I am not sure." She said her voice shaking a bit. Raven nodded. She took the vile of Clarke's blood to Montey leaving me to press a bandaid to Clarke's arm. We both watched them carefully, they dropped a few drops of blood into the solution and waited, they took a small metal tool and dipped in into is waiting for the machine it was attached to to give a reading.

Raven walked over to us, I tried to read her body language but I got nothing. "Clarke your Hcg level is approximately 2mIU/mL. " she said. I was generally confused, but Clarke seemed to understand, she relaxed. She closed her eyes before looking to me. "I've gotten a stomach bug, thats all. I must be wearing myself thin. Nothing to be worried about." She said squeezing my hand. I almost kissed her, like for real. But I remembered Raven and Montey who were eyeing us suspiciously. I only smiled down at Clarke.