written in the stars

chapter 34

I do not own the 100. I am just a fan writing fanfic.

Raven's P.O.V.

It was snowing. God the air was cold, but everything was white. The air nipped at my exposed face leaving my cheeks pink and tingling. The wind howled through the trees as I stood outside of my cabin in awe of the winter wonderland in front of me. I guess this is what Christmas is supposed to be like instead of metal walls covered in faded decorations. This was real.

I pulled myself away from my cloud of thoughts and back to the issues at hand. With a sigh and one last look I headed back inside the cabin. The thick wooden walls kept most of the cold out but the fire and hides did the rest. I shrugged off my excuse for a winter coat and hung it on the back of the chair. I walked through the cabjn as quietly as possible on the creaky wooden floor. My heavy boots didn't seem to be on the same page as they made an annoying thud with each step.

I slipped them off of my feet leaving me in my socks, which i had doubled up on. I am not in the business of losing my toes. I pushed the curtain aside to reveal the bedroom. There under the hides Jasper slept. A smile found its way to my lips before I even realized it was happening. The truth is I was much more invested in this string-bean of a boy then I had ever thought possible. Slowly I crawled into the bed. My body relaxing at the heat radiating off of the fur and Jasper. I slipped into the cozy warmth and was happy to feel Jasper's arm snake around my waist.

"I was trying to be quite. Sorry." I apologized in a quite whisper. He nozzled his nose into my neck, his eyes still closed. "Shhhhh, we can still sleep. I'm still asleep." He said his voice heavy with sleep. Looking down at him, his hair tangled and his lips pink, i decided to test his statement. I leaned over to kiss him short and sweet. As i pulled back he followed. "Well I'm awake now." He said kissing me as i laughed. Boys are simple aren't they. I laid in his arms until we both fell asleep, knowing tomorrow would be a busy day.

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I had never seen Blake so nervous. I mean he'd faced grounder warriors, rabbid animals, yet here he was pale and pacing, terrified. "Bellamy, get a grip." I pleadded. He stopped pacing and started to nod, which was not a great improvement. "You're right. Absolutely right, i just- shit. I'm gonna mess this up. I mean I've gotten this far, i think I've pressed my luck. What if she says no?" He looked up searching the room full of his friends for help. He was met with anything but. Montey shrugged, like actually shrugged, MEN. Jasper wasn't anymore helpful.

"She loves you. I mean she's having your kids. Two of them, i think you're safe." Harper said bluntly. Now this earned a chuckle from Miller and Murphy. I sighed, "you've been milling over this for months. You love her, she you. What's the big problem?" I asked. Bellamy didn't seem to be able to answer. I elbowed Jaspser, "Raven's got a point. I think if Clarke was gonna dump you she would have done it a long time ago." With that Bellamy sat down his head in his hands. I watched as Octavia rolled her eyes. She understood how painful this was to watch. "You've come up with a whole plan, might as well go for it Bell." She stated. There was a round of nods in agreement.

"Okay, I'll do it tonight." Bellamy said standing up with a look of new-found determination. I've never seen a room clear faster. Finally after months he was gonna make a move, i could practically see the relief running off everyone. Lincoln turned to Octavia, "when we get married, none of this, okay?" He said before walking out after the boys.

"Did he just?" Octavia turned to me a little shell-shocked. I stiffled a laugh at her unchateristic speechlessness. "I do believe he just did." She shook her head a little, "and did I say yes?" She looked a little lost but her smile gave way to any other expression. "I think so." I replied. We quickly exchanged a celebratory hug before i had to get back to the medbay. It was lucky Clarke hadn't waddled her way to come find one of us yet.