One More Chance

Seven

Pop-
I went in to Milan watching Monsters Inc. I showered and went back in the room to get some clothes real quick.
"Put that thing back where it came from or so help meeeee so help me so help meee!" She always told me how much she loved disney movies but I didn't think she liked them this much.
I searched throuugh my clothes looking for some sweatpants and vest to put on.
"Milli you seen my hoodie?" I asked since I couldn't find it.

"Well the thing issss I left mine at home and now I have yours. My fault" she played with the sleaves while looking at me.
"You can have it back I just borrowed it" she laughed nervously taking it off.
I walked over, shook my head and sat on her bed.

"You look good in it shawty" I put it back over her head and laughed at her crazy braids.
"Thanks" she smiled and pinched my cheek.
I got dressed and we chilled while watching disney movies with her head on my chest.

Shawty gives me mixed signals, I don't know if to keep my distance or make my move.
"Milan I know you scared or whatever but you gotta understand that I'm not tryna hurt you, niggas out here will do you dirty foreal but I'd never do anything to hurt you shawty"

"Bashar,  I don't know what the fuck to feel like I don't wanna rush into things and ruin shit"
She sat up against the headboard and looked at me.

"Okay but you was with that shit when we was at chapo's party and you was kissin on Zay right?"

"That's different Bashar and why you so pressed bout who I like and kiss we not even together or nothin you really actin like we date or sum, you buggin out"

"Whatever, I'm just sayin if it was Zay here with you it wouldn't be all that, I don't know why it's so hard to believe that I fuck with you and  of course I'd be jealous but I shouldn't. So from now on fuck it Imma treat you like I don't care bout who you with or anything cuz it's bothering and makes you uncomfortable ight" I got up took the lights off and the tv, I don't care if she was watching we sleeping now.

I got on the other bed and pulled the covers over me and went to sleep cause I'm not losing no sleep over shawty foreal. I treat her like princess but I guess I gotta act like a bitch or bum ass nigga for her to actually fuck with me.

It's whatever though.

Milli-

I stared out the windows thinking about what Pop said, I was a bit rude and I understand where he's coming from but I honestly don't know how I feel.

I kissed him in the jacuzzi so I guess I am giving off mixed signals.I looked over at him and he was fast asleep so I decided it was time for me to sleep too

I got up the next day with the extremely bright sun in my eyes, that's probably bad thing about getting this bed. I got out and brushed my teeth while Pop was still asleep and then ordered breakfast, I got waffles with eggs, bacon, strawberries  and some juice for pop and for myself I asked for one waffle, a croissant and a bowl of oats with berries.

They came with the food and I took it giving him a tip.

"Pop, get up" I began shaking him and he just turned to the other side ignoring me.
I guess he was still mad at me.

"Come on you gotta eat poppa" I got his food and sat on his bed.
He got up and brushed his teeth and came back for his food thanking me under his breath.

We ate while watching Pix 11 news on tv, his phone began ringing and he picked up .
"Yo wassup shawty" I looked over at him and back at my food.
"When I get back I got you don't even worry bout it, I'll come check you" he hung up and watched the tv.

"Who was that?" I asked looking over at him.
"Just a girl I used to talk to" he kept his eyes on the tv seeming unbothered.
"Cool" I got up and called room service to get our dishes and went to take a shower. I guess the tables have turned, I'm the jealous one and it hurt so bad.

I got out and wrapped my towel around my body and went back into the room gathering my clothes. I decided that I was going to the spa today, I got dressed and left while Pop was on the porch.

At the the front desk I asked for directions to the spa and headed over there, they gave me robe and covering for my hair as well as slippers.

As requested I got a deep tissue massage and it was so good then I just just got a foot massage and sat at the foot spa for a little bit.

"Thank You so much" I told the ladies at the spa and left heading back to the room. I opened the door to Pop on the bed with his head in his hands and he quickly looked up at me.

"Milan where the fuck was you at?!" He yelled and I was a bit confused.

"At the spa, why you yelling?" I walked over to my bed and sat down.

"So you don't know how to tell anybody you leaving before you go? You just pick up and left? what if something happened to you?" 
I looked at him in his eyes and looked away.
"You didn't seem to care about my company when you was on the phone with shawty so I left so what, why you worried?" I took my shoes off and my jacket.

"I came here with you and I expect to leave with you Milan, it doesn't matter what we got going on let me know when you going somewhere damn and so what you jealous of her?"

"You're not my father Bashar I can leave and come as I please okay" I rolled my eyes and sat down.
"Maybe coming out here wasn't a good idea." I said now heated  as I sat with my back faced at Pop, I felt so frustrated with my mixed emotions.

"I don't understand how I get jealous and still treat you like a princess but you get jealous and you pick up and leave."

This vacation is just pulling us apart so far, I wiped my tears and laid down without saying anything else.