One More Chance

Thirty Five

Milan-
I woke on pajamas and a bonnet on my head, but no Hakeem. I wasn't quite bothered by the fact that he was gone but felt like I used him, I was still thinking about Bashar, how could he even take this bitch out? I was catching feelings for Hakeem though, If I let this thing we have gking on play through I'd be over Bashar for sure.

I haven't heard from Bashar I'm a while and last time I saw him he was at the store, I felt like I was having withdrawals, almost sick not seeing him but soon enough I'll get over it.

"Milan, I'm heading to work" mom said and I smiled as she left the room. I started saving for my own apartment hut leaving my mother bothered me, leaving her behind after I lived with her my entire life, she would be alone in this house.

I got up and went to the bathroom brushing my teeth and took a shower, I dressed in my black sweatpants and hoodie, picked up my bag and went  out to the car heading to target to get some groceries.

I got in, put my music on then left driving off, I pulled up at target and went in picking up some food stuff and paper towels as well as cleaning supplies for home, I got some of my mom'a favorite snacks for her then went to the cashier.

She told me my total and I paid her, I took my stuff and headed back to my car, I sat for a little while just enjoying my music and going through snap and instagram.

Hakeem- morning beautiful, call me when you see this❤
I sucked my teeth, I'd never think Id be fuckin with him, I was a bit shocked that Bashar and I were basically done.

I called and he answered "hey" he smiled and I couldn't help but smile st him "hey" I replied "I gotta work, I'm on my way to work right now so I'll check you after okay?" "Okay" he hung up and the frustration I felt sky rocketed, hearing another nigga say shit like that to me made me feel sick.

Couldn't change anything though, Pop was with Asian now. I sighed and closed my eyes, "oh fuck man" I said in my trini accent. I started the car and headed home, couldn't drive feeling like this, had to get home quick.

Bullshit if you ask me.

-Bashar

Shawty was trippin, how she gonna bring up in the store Milli work at? I just remembered her face, she smiled through it all, wasn't even petty and ain't had shit to say to my ass but I had a feeling it was over at that point, the eye contact made I could tell she was broken even though she looked happy and strong.

Why am I always fuckin shit up? I bet she gonna fuck that Hakeem nihga foreal now, probably don't give a fuck bout my sorry ass. I was sprawled out on the couch on my phone "Baby" I rolled my eyes at Aaliyah calling me baby and I refused to answer. "Bashar" I looked up at her and she smiled "What you want?" She sat on my lap "Nothing,you just really quiet"
I ignored her "Fine be a bitch ass nigga" I raised my eyebrow and threw my phone on the couch "You buggin right now ight, so get up outta my crib"I pulled my ps4 controller away from her and she took her stuff storming out.

I couldn't stand her ass, I don't know why I'm with this bitch right now, doubt Milan would take me back but it is what it is. I sat on the couch just thinking, going through old stuff on my phone, all I could think about was her even when I tried being with other people but I know she's tired.

I heard knocking on my door and it was Mike, "wassup nigga?" We did our handshake and we sat on the couch "Just saw shawty walking out tight, she ain't say no hi or nothin" he laughed and took his hat off.

"Bruh I'm fucked up, She took me Milan's job yesterday, so I waited outside and calls me in but I  wasn't  sure if she was workin that day. I see shawty and Milan talking and I'm telling her yo like you buggin out and you mad petty, feel me? And Milan cashed her stuff and ain't even look at me or get mad and that's how I knew I fucked it up bro, even if I had a chance that shit blew it" he shook his head and lit the blunt.

"I saw her today at target, looking stressed out, didn't want to you know pull up on her or nothin" I took the blunt from him, we smoked and talked until he had to go. "Aye I'm out"

He left and I just continued smoking, I got on my phone and Milan's story came up. She had on all black and was in the car with her mom in the passenger seat "you know everybody ain't for you, they could the nicest person and still not for you honey" her mom said.

I guess I'm not for her, falling back and leaving her may be the best thing to do at this point since I keep fuckin her over.

I got and went to the kitchen for some water when my phone started ringing , It was an unknown number
"Hello?" The background was noisy, I heard sirens and people talking "Is this Bashar Jackson?"

"Yeah? Why?"

The words that came out of that person's mouth felt like a stab to my heart I dropped everything and rushed out to my car and sped off, no way this was happening.
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