One More Chance

Fifty Nine

Milan-

Two weeks and a few days passed and I felt so much better since I  discharged and I haven't spoken  to any family or friends yet.

They all messaged and I ignored, I figured they all spoke to momma already and she probably cried to them about me being a bad daughter, it's whatever tho.

Bashar left last week to continue touring and had his brother Obasi and his girlfriend stay with me while he was gone.

I was living off his clothes and some new clothes he bought for me since I refused to go to my mother's house.
She never once called or texted and to me that was a message and I heard it loud and clear, even though it hurt to even think about not talking to my mother, she was like my best friend but she just didnt listen or try to understand my logic.

Maybe it was time to move out and give each other space, sometimes we need space from family as well.

I walked out into the living room and in between Basi and Daniela.

"Why you always gotta come interrupt us?" He pushed my arm and I smiled.
"Dani is my wife so I came to her not you"
"But you could literally just sit on the other side of her"

I rolled my eyes and went on the other side and sat next to her, she put her arm around me and I cuddled up under her watching the tv with them.

Daniela wss like a big sister and Obasi my big brother, they'd check on me, get me food and have movie nights with me. I did classes online and worked still despite the injury and Pop begged me to stat home.

I heard my phone ringing in the room and I got up and ran to answer.
"Babyy" I squealed at the sight of Bashar Jackson on my facetime.

"Wassup bae you good?" I closed the door and sat on the bed.
"Yeah I got work tomorrow so I'm gonna go to bed early tonight" he sighed and sucked his teeth.

"Quit that job deadass, you know I got you shawty. You can even start your own shit if you don't wanna not work but fuck going out there to work"

I sighed and he stared back at me like
'Go do it now' .

"Okay okay" he smiled and I began to fuss .
" I miss you" his smile fell a little and he sighed.

"I know Mil, I'll be home before you know it ight? I promise mama." I nodded and looked at him, so fine and  I missed seeing him in front of me.

"Where Basi and Dani at?"
"Living room watching tv, I was just there too"
"I hope they ain't fuckin in my crib" I laughed and rolled my eyes.

"Leave them alone Bashar, don't worry bout them. I'm thinking I should go get my clothes tomorrow after I go down to work" he nodded

"How you getting that shit back home who taking you?"

"I'll figure it out"
"Ight mama but I gotta go okay.
I love you Woo"

"I love you too baby"
He hung up and I sighed and got up on the bed, pulled his hoodie over me and just laid there thinking about our relationship and how long we've been kickin it.

To think I just wanted to be friends with this man.

Bashar

Milan was getting better and I was glad to see her smile on my phone, touring getting harder and harder cause I feel like I can't go two seconds without shawty.
My bros calling me a simp like fuck allat, that's my baby and I can't wait to surprise her when I get back.

I had everything in place and I smiled to myself as I watched her close friends snaps on Instagram of her singing along to my songs in my closet and all in my clothes.

"Yo Pop this your last show so you better go all out bro"
"You know I always go all out nigga don't fuck around" they all laughed and I smiled.

Grabbed the Mic and we all stood back stage as Diamond prayed and we all bowed our heads and then the music started playing.

First song was Hawk Em

"Niggas know that we don't play with it Big 38 go Hawk Em!" I yelled in the Mic while walking out on the stage and the crowd went crazy.

Me, Mike ,Dread and Daffi was up on the stage, the most energy we ever had from a crowd ever. This had to be my best and favourite  concert ever.

We all danced and I sang my songs and bitches was touching me and grabbing my clothes and shoes and shit, mad energy and that shit fueled me up.

Concert was over and we all got back stage, everyone congratulating me, we poppin bottles and having our own lil party in the back  I was glad this was my last date, I was exhausted and after making up for dates I missed, I was proud of myself no cap and my team too but now all I wanted to do was get home to my girl.

Wish she could experience all this with me.
We all got high, was drunk and it was lit, we was doing all kinds of stuff until we had to head back to the hotel.

Mil didn't know this wss my last date since I messed it up a little trying to make up for shows and whatever so I was gonna surprise her when I get home and not gon lie I was hyped to see my shawty, like I wanna put another bab- lemme stop but foreal.

I bought what I planned on giving her and got a bunch of chocolate and gummy worms and the peaches. She loved those and wrote a letter for her with sun flowers cause she hated roses.

And planned out the entire thing with my boys, anything for my baby and I'm on some simp shit but fuck it bro, better than being red pill and fuckin with a million bitches, I mean them was the vibes that I was on but she real life different and I'm not going back unless she give me a reason to and I'd fuck somebody up word to my mother.

Now lemme head back to my girl.