One More Chance

Twenty Six

Milan-
I asked Jade to take me to Pop's home and I was drunk as fuck, and tired. We pulled up and I got to the door fumbling for the keys in my purse, once I got it and unlocked the door Jade pulled off.

I walked in and locked back the door, dropping my purse on his couch. I wanted him back for sure, I just wanted to hug him even though he was mad at me.

"What the fuck!" I opened the bedroom door and saw him laying up with some girl. I laughed and turned around heading out.
"Milli, wait, no wait" he grabbed my arm and I pulled away. "What ?! I don't wanna hear your excuse stay away from me Bashar" I picked up my purse and heard someone laughing, it was the girl he was with.

"You got a joke ?" I  asked and put my bag back down. The girl rolled her eyes and I moved towards her.
"You laughing shawty so what's the joke"
"You" I punched her in her face and Bashar pulled me away as I yelled at her.
"Fuck you and ya run down bitch, I don't wanna hear shit from you nigga and know your place girl" I walked out and ignored him calling me. My head felt dizzy and I knew I couldn't just trust anyone to get home right now but Jade left and I had no one else.

I took my phone out and called Hakeem.
"Hey?can you come get me, I can't get home and I'm out alone" I looked down at my feet as tears filled my eyes, just thinking about all that just happened.
"Where you at? I'm on my way now"
"Canarsie, I'll text you" I hung and sent him my location.

It was cold out and Pop called continuously but I ignored every single one. A black car pulled up and it was Hakeem, I got in and we just sat in silence.
"What happened ? Why were you out there by yourself ?"
"Nothing just a little problem, can we go now?" He nodded as we left and was on the way to my house.
"You had fun tonight?" I gave him a faint smile and nodded then looked back out the window.

"You know you could talk to me, It's cool, I could tell that you're stressed out"
"I don't feel like talkin bout it honestly, I'm tired and I need to be in my house" i knew came ofd as rude and felt bad instantly. Hakeem was nothing but nice, I sighed and looked over at him.
"Sorry"
"It's cool ma"
"Shouldn't be stressing over a nigga, you're too fine for that shawty, maybe it ain't my place to say that shit but no nigga that stressing you out like that deserves you"

"You don't even know what's going on so thanks for the concern but no thanks"
"I don't, but I know your boy got you heated and i'ts probably not the first time"
"Whatever" I shook my head and brushed him off, he turned on some music. He put on some Brent Faiyaz and I told him I loved Brent.

Invite me came on and I just listened and began thinking about what happened and it broke me, I just felt like crying even more. I sniffled and tears fell but I wiped them away so he wouldn't see .
"You okay?" He asked as we pulled up to my house, I nodded and unlocked the door so that I could go in
"Wait" I leaned back and looked at him, he wiped my tears away and passed his hand over my short hair.

"Don't trip okay, It'll get better just calm down and get some time for yourself or something" i nodded and  he wiped my tears again and smiled and I smiled with him.
He looked so good with his waves, dark skin, brown eyes and everything, he had on a plain white t shirt, gold chain, nike grey shorts and had diamond earrings in.

He leaned in and our lips met, it took me a while to process but as he pulled away I leaned over kissing him back and Searchin came on.

The warmth of his body and his hands felt good on me, our tongues tangled together and he sucked on my lips and I pulled away, realizing what I did.
"I should go inside, goodnight and text me when you get home" I said that out of kindness but I couldn't believed I kissed him, before he could say anything I got out the car and rushed  inside almost falling.
Even after what I saw tonight with Pop I still felt bad for kissing Hakeem, I felt like Pop was still my man and I had to be loyal even if he wasn't .

Bashar-

I put shawty out after Milli left, I had no idea she waa coming over especially after what happened earlier, I thought she was mad at me.
Still mean it was right to have this girl up in here, I fucked up for sure and I'm not sure if I'd have the chance to talk to her again and she got every right to cut me off.

I called a million times and every single time she declined, I sat at the end of my bed and felt like vomiting, my stomach turned every time I called. I wasn't sure what I would say if she answered but I called still "pick up milli, come on" I said as I called again.

Milli💎- stop calling me Bashar. Leave me alone.

I texted back immediately, I was glad that she even texted.

Me- We gotta talk, I'm sorry just answer the phone.

Milli💎- What could you even want to say? I caught you and that's it Bashar, we fight and you invite some hoe up in your crib are you dumb? But it's whatever.

I felt horrible, could cry right there cause shawty mean the world to me and I keep giving her reasons to leave me, if she gave me the chance I'd definitely change for good but damn this feeling would kill me.

Me- Milli please
Milli💎- I have work in the morning pop, I gotta go.

Fuck, I closed my phone and got on the bed and screamed in my pillow on some movie shit, this shit gonna fuck me up for sure.