One More Chance

Forty Six

Bashar-

All morning Ive been texting Milan, no reply, I was worried and shawty wasn't opening them at all.

"Bro text back I know you got your phone" I mumbled as I watched and waited  but soon grew impatient.
I called her and no answer, again and still no answer.

Alright I guess she's busy but she ain't got work today so why she ain't picking up.
"Yo Basi, call up Milli and lemme know if she pick up" I told my brother as I sat on the couch.

He called and after two or three rings she picked up.
I ran over and grabbed the phone from him
"What the fuck Milan why you not answering my messages or my fuckin calls bro?"
She sighed and I waited for a response.
"Because  I'm at the doctor Bashar and I'll call you after" she hung up and I knew something was up because why would she not answer me but answer another number.
"You straight bro?" I nodded and handed him back the phone, I had an online interview in a few minutes and my mind was far from it, my hair girl hooked me up and I put on my Dior T shirt, chain and some shorts.

While everyone else was setting up I held my phone waiting for a text back from my girl, it ain't like shawty to act like that.

"Three, two, one and we're live" I put down my phone and pushed through the interview managing to still be good vibes and not no funny shot I be on when I'm upset.

We were done and I picked up my phone, still no fuckin messages. I called her up again because I know damn well she ain't at no damn doctor this fuckin long.
She picked up
"Milan where the fuck are you bro? I'm deadass now and ian fuckin playin with you" she sucked her teeth and hung up.

"What the fuck ? Gotta be a nigga bro na I'm fuckin tight now" I called her back on face time and she answered.

"Milan who the fuck you with?!"
"Nobody bro who you gettin loud with?!" She yelled back

"Lemme see the room then Milan, cause na you blowin me no cap like deadass nigga all day you ain't see my calls and shit? and you answer Basi number instead of mine?! And ya fuckin attitude stinks today bro, lemme see the room! If a nigga over there holla nigga come out come out bitch ass nigga, come out pussy ass.
Oh My God!  you got me fucked  up bro"

"Ion know who the fuck you think you talking to first of all know your place and ain't no nigga up in here ! Lower your fuckin tone nigga the fuck"

I sucked my teeth
"Na cause why you ain't answer me or fuckin text me back then? We beefin or sum? You mad at me? We left on a good fuckin note Milan don't let me find out you fuckin another nigga cause I swear to God imma call the gang no hesitation lemme find out bro think twice cause a nigga might end up dead in a heart beat bro!"

"Bashar I told you ain't no nigga up in my fuckin house nigga damn!"

"So why you ain't pick up?"
"I told you I was at the doctors office"

"That long? Huh?" She sighed
"Bro chill the fuck out and yes that long I had to take some tests and I'm fuckin stressed out and tired and you callin me up yellin and shit "

I instantly felt bad, I sighed and sat down
"My fault shawty, what she say?"

She started talking and my jaw dropped.
"You serious? What the fuckk na, Say deadass"

Milan-

Bashar flew me out after two weeks which was pretty soon but he insisted.
"Milan!"
I looked around the airport until I saw him and ran towards him, "Brownin, I missed you no cap" he said as he hugged me and kissed my neck.

"Come on let's head back to the hotel" he took my bags and headed out yo the car waiting on us.

"Hey Bull"
"Wassup Milan" I smiled, we got in and took us to the hotel.

"Ite Bull I'll catch you later" pop said as we got out and headed in then up to the room.

He dropped my bags and opened his arms for me. "I missed my shawty" I walked towards him and he picked me up.

"I'm so tired" I wrapoed my arm around his neck and placed my head on his shoulder, he walked over to the bed and put me down.

I was unbelievably tired, he pulled me sneakers off and pulled my jeans off the climbed up on the bed next to me.

"Come here" he turned on the lamp nect to us and pulled me onto him
"How you feeling bae?" He stroked my hair and kissed my forehead .

"Okay just really tired, I need to talk to mom but she too busy in Trinidad " he giggled and I felt his arm tighten around me.

I felt my eyes getting heavy and he hummed while rubbing my back.

The next morning I woke up laying on my stomach and he was also on him stomach but half of his body on my back.
I grabbed my phone,it was 10 am and pitch dark because of the blinds,  he pulled me back into a hug
" Stay here mama"
"I need to pee" he released me and I went o the bathroom, showered since I slept as soon as I got here, brushed my teeth and came back.

I took his hoodie and I put my underwear on then got back on the bed.
I heard banging on the door and he instantly got up, covered me up with the blanket.
It started again and he pulled the gun from the night stand and went towards the door then put his hand over the peep hole.

"Yo who is it?" No one answered and continued banging.
"Get in the bathroom" he whispered, I got up and hurried over, I stood in there listening for something. I grew nervous and thought about the entire situation with Zay and prayed it wasn't like that again.

I got up and peeped out and it was silent, walked further out and he wasn't there.
"Baby?"
I called out and no response, I put my ear on the door listening, maybe he had to talk outside.

"Na fuck outta here, I'm done with that shit bro do you hear yourself?" Pop said and a girl began speaking.

"Just this last time and that's it and you get your money"

"Girl I got money I don't need y'all dirty money anymore I'm  done with that shit bro" it was silent after

"What the fuck you know I got a girl and she here, get outta here you doing too much"
"Hit me up if you change your mind, he would be glad to hear that news"

"I'm not changing my mind Carmen" I ran over to the bed and he came in.

"Who was that?"
"Nobody to be worried about" I nodded.
"Let's watch tv" I said and he got back on the bed.

I searched for a specific show and put it on.
The theme song played and he didn't understand or at least I thought so.
I started singing it
"Where on earth is Carmen Sandiego,
Carmen Sandiego" he looked up at me and I looked at him confused.

"Why you looking at me like that? You wanna kiss?"
"No reason mama" I nodded and turned back to the tv watching the show.
He pulled out his phone and I got up and picked up the phone calling room service.

I ordered breakfast and in no time they got up here.
"Thank you so much" the boy brought the food in and Pop gave him a tip.

"What you get?"
He walked up behind me and hugged me.
"A fruit tbowl and some waffles and bacon"

"You okay?"
"Mhm"
He rubbed my belly and snuggled his face in my neck.

I just wondered what the hell went on out there and what they were talking about. I picked up the bowl eating some of the fruits and piece of bacon but suddenly felt upset.
"I don't feel so good" I put down the bowl and hurried over to the bathroom and he followed.

I sat there and couldn't throw up, my mouth watered, stomach turned and tears formed but couldn't .
"I can't but I feel it" he walked over and hugged me.
"More of this for the next nine months huh shawty brown?"

I glared at him and he laughed.

I guess so.