One More Chance

Fifty Eight

Milan

I sat waiting and the clock ticked, almost 5 hours passed and I felt stupid even thinking he would come, I mean I thought he would.

Maybe I should've left with my mother, I closed my eyes and put my hand over my eyes to shield the light that was now annoying me.
I grew impatient and fussed to myself, argued with myself for being so stupid.

"Really Milan, oh my gosh he probably said fuck Milan, she bring too much trouble around me or maybe she's bad luck and annoying" I said while rubbing my eyes and chuckled at my assumptions .

"I didn't Mil" I moved my hand and he stood there with his black hoodie on, black durag and sweats.
"Just was busy when they called and I came as soon as I was done" he sat at the end of the bed and I smiled at him. He passed his hand over my head, leaned in and gave me a soft kiss.

"You ready?" I nodded and he left getting the nurse and a wheel chair, they helped me out the bed and onto the wheel chair, he picked up my bag and other stuff and they pushed me out to the the car and helped me in then he got in too.

"You look beautiful" he put his hand on my head and I blushed and grabbed his hand tangling our fingers together.
"Thank you"
"How you feelin? You hungry or anything? We can get some food before we get home"

"I just feel tired, ma stressin me out and yea I'm hungry that hospital food is nasty oh my God" he laughed as he drove.
"Dem nuh feed muh brownin good at allll" i laughed and he tugged on his braid.

"You like the new whip? I had to get rid of the old one with the bad memories, feel me? I got the red interior and the stars on the roof like you shitten me, don't fuck around" I smiled at his excitement and brought his hand up to my face and kissed it.

"I'm sorry Mil, I'm sorry bout this whole thing, you ain't deserve that at all bae. Like bitches really hatin on my girl and that shit didn't sit right with me and I feel like I gotta try harder to protect you"

"Its okay it wasn't your fault shawty had an obsession, she was odein no cap. She was like I rode his dick and I love him like really infatuated with you nigga, bonkers, bitch crazy but I guess tou got real good dick for her to be stoopid over you. Cause me? Not no man clown" he laughed so loud and I did too smiling at the sound of his laughter.

We pulled up at the Jamaican Restaurant and he went in, while I sat in the car waiting. I picked up his phone and put on some music.
I put on some Summer Walker and sang along waiting for him to come back.

He came back with the food and put it in the backseat.
"I asked shawty for some more gravy and she got a stink attide like its a yes or no question" he closed the door and we drove off.

"You got my bag and stuff?"
"Yeah baby its at my poace" he rubbed my leg and I smiled at him.
"You open to us like living together? Like me moving in?"

He looked over at me confused.
"Yeah, what happen? Last time I asked you said you didn't want to leave your mom"

"That was then, she want me out and just until I get my own spot"
"Own spot? Mil you can stay with me, it aint a problem baby"

I nodded and looked out the window.

"Why she put you out?" I shrugged and fixed myself in the seat.

"She said I wouldn't be seeing you anymore but I was like na cause you're my boyfriend and that's wrong. This whole thing wasn't your fault and well she said I gotta get out and you're not allowed in her house. She's being mad dramatic. Like she really told me to give you a chance now she saying she don't want you around. So I said I'll move out."  He shook his head and I could tell he was upset.

We pulled up to his appartment building and before he could open the door I pulled him back.
"Baby" I pulled his face closer to mine and kissed him then tugged on his braid a little.
"I love you mamas, I'd never put you in danger on purpose. I'm not tryna be rude but fuck your mother respectfully if she wanna be like that. I told her already and I swear Milan I handled that shit same day without killing nobody. It's crazy she switch up so quick"

I could tell he was hurt and I pulled him in a hug, his big arms  wrapped around me and he hesitated and pulled back.
"Im hurting you?"
"No poppa" he pulled me in again and kissed my forehead.

We got up to the apartment after struggling cause of my injury.
"Can we sleep baby, I'm tired" he scooped me up and took me to the room, we changed and got in the bed together.
I layed on top of him with his arms wrapped around me and my head snuggled in between his neck.

He hummed something and the vibrations was like a sweet massage on my body gently putting me to sleep.

His fingers massaged my back as well and he gave me tiny kissed as I drifted.

"Love you so much mama" was the last thing I remembered before I fell asleep in his arms.

Bashar-

I held her extremely close to me and I couldn't stop putting my lips on her, the sweetest thing I ever had,my babygirl. She gripped onto my clothes as she slept and I smiled a little at her actions, but the only thing I could think about was what Mil said about her mother and honestly that shit hurt me.

But it don't matter, I guess it's good cause I got my girl in here with me and I couldn't be happier.

The radio in my room played some 90s R&B lowly and it was pitch dark out with the perfect weather to be cuddled up with shawty.