Chasing after Chances [Fangirl & Idol Series #1]

PROLOGUE

KYENN

Singing and performing is my passion. To see my fans smiling is my success. This was my dream and now my job.

I was singing my new song when a set of familiar eyes caught my attention. I suddenly got nervous, and I don't know why. She was looking at me with those eyes that are innocent; yet full of emotions. Her eyes that showed love and affection for me in the past. The same eyes who captured mine.

As I was looking at her, it made me think... She's the same girl whom I loved and I will choose to love again.

"WAAAA! KYENN, ANAKAN MO AKOOO!"

"HUHUHU! I LOVE YOU, KYENN!"

"LILIGAWAN KITAAAA, KYENN!"

"ANG GALING TALAGA NG BEBE NAMIN!"

"I LOOOOVEEE YOU!"

"BUNTISIN MO 'KO!"

My 'mahaharot fans' were going crazy again. But I must admit that it boosts my confidence and energy level. But my eyes were pinned on my ex-girl.

I started panicking when she left. I immediately got down and ran towards the private exit. My bodyguards ran after me.

When I got outside, she was nowhere to be found. I was left dumbfounded. Was that her or is it just me? It's me, who can't move on.

My bodyguards told me to go back inside before the media or reporters see me. I went back and prepared for my last performance, tonight.

I remembered her again. Every second, minute, hour, or even a day, I always see her through my mind. She was my first love but not my last... Because she chose to left me on the day that I was already falling down.

"Kyenn, wala ka nanaman sa focus! Remembering her nanaman?" my manager shouted, bringing me back to my senses.

"I'm sorry, Ms. Lovey. I was just thinking if I should sing the acoustic version of my song," I made up things, 'cause I don't want to be scolded again.

"Then sing it. Please focus!" she strictly said.

Ms. Lovey is 2 years older than me. She's very strict but has a lot of patience. She recruited me back when I was in high school but I chose to pursue this career after I graduated as an engineer.

After preparing, I stepped out of the dressing room. I was walking when I heard someone, calling my name. Only one person came into my mind. The only person who can call me that, and the only person who can make my heart beat fast.

"Devlin," she called me with her sweetest tone. But I noticed something...

I slowly turned to face her. She was crying. I immediately hugged her.

"Why, honey? Why did you do this to me? I-I'm..." I couldn't talk more because any minute, my voice will crack.

"D-Devlin..." she called me again while crying. "I s-still l-love you, I'm sorry.. A-Ang selfish ko pero alam mo naman siguro kung bakit ko ginawa 'yon, 'di ba?"

"Honey, it was you right? The girl earlier?" I asked her as I released her from my tight hug.

She just nodded...

"Watch me perform, honey. Please, I promised you to sing this in front of my fans. My song for you, honey. I love you." I kissed her forehead.

"I will, Devlin..." I'm noticing something but I didn't react.

"How did you get here?" I wondered, my guards are strict. She cannot enter the backstage without a VIP gold pass or I.D.

"They can still remember me," she smiled sadly at me.

"There's a seat for you. I reserved it for you, honey. Sit there, alright?" She just nodded.

"I'll be back." I kissed her cheek. "I love you, honey," I said before going out from the backstage.

I sat on the chair in the middle of the stage. I started strumming my guitar as I searched the crowd to look for my honey. I saw her sitting and looking at me attentively.

I was looking at her while singing..

"WAAA HUHUHU BA'T KASI HINDI NALANG KAYO NI SHAIRAH? HUHUHU."

"PARA KAY SHAI 'YAN!"

"YIIIII SHAIRENN FOREVER!"

No. This song is for my girl. She's just sitting there, listening to my fans. It hurts me to see her sad because of what she's hearing.

"This song is not for Shairah. I know you want us together, but what can I do? I'm in love with an ordinary girl. But she's very beautiful. No one can ever replace her. I know you're listening, honey. My love for you will never fade. I love you," I said over the microphone.

"WAAAA ANG SWERTE NAMAN NUNG GIRL!"

"NAKAKAINIS NAMAN!"

"SI SHAI DAPAT KAY KYENN!"

"SUPPORT NALANG NATIN SI KYENN!"

"WE SUPPORT YOU, KYENN! WE LOVE YOU!"

I ignored them and left the stage. I went to the backstage and waited for my honey. When she entered the backstage, I immediately hugged her.

"Devlin, I'm so proud of you," she was crying again.

"Shhh..." I caressed her hair, "I love you, honey."

"I love you too, Devlin," she answered and hugged me tightly.

I missed everything about her. Her hugs, kisses, voice, face and every inch of her.

She stepped backwards, giving us a distance. She was still crying. She smiled weakly. She looked at me as if she's memorizing every part of me.

"Devlin, I will always be your fan. Your number one fan. I'm so proud, you finally achieved all of your dreams. I came here because I promised that I will be here to listen. Listen to your song, the song that you made f-for me. Make me more proud, Devlin. A promise will be a promise. I w-will always love you. If we're destined for each other, then let's wait for another chance. I will a-always chase after chances. I love you, and that's true. Goodbye, D-Devlin..." She cried even more as she turned her back on me.

I was stunned there. I let my tears roll down until my vision blurred. She left me... again.

My honey, love, inspiration, family, fan, and my everything left me.

I didn't stop her, because I want her to be free. We don't belong in the same world. I started walking the opposite way, tears won't stop falling.

I will be chasing after chances...

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I didn't put the song here, just wait nalang hahaha. I'll repeat this sa ibang chapter naman, so yeah.