Seahorses

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Waking up next to Samuel was pure bliss. Of course he was stretched out weirdly and making the most god-awful snores but still it was absolutely amazing.

We didn't cuddle or anything, and of course I was a tad bit bummed out but it didn't bother me as much as I thought it would. It was relaxing even.

I watched Samuel as drool seeped out of the corner of his mouth. I can't help but wonder if Samuel will be comfortable enough for us to kiss someday.

I guess kissing someone would feel rather uncomfortable and useless without the tingly feeling you get in your stomach, and the slow build up of arousal. For Samuel kissing must just be pushing two pairs of lips together. It does sound sort of gross if it wasn't accompanied with sexual tension.

Well I guess some people do just kiss for the hell of it. I've never done that though. For me all my life kissing was always a build up for something more. It was never done just to show love or affection.

Samuel groaned softly in his sleep. Whispering random words. God he's adorable.

He loved me. Me. How's that even possible?

It sounds like his friends have just been feeding him every possible con of dating me. Their either shit friends or just really overprotective.

"Christian..." Samuel slurred softly in his sleep. I perked up immediately.

He's dreaming about me. Thank god. At least I'm not the only one.

Samuel began to stir and his eyes opened slowly as he squinted to adjust to the light pouring in from the window.

"I can close the blinds" I offered softly. He hummed a soft sound of approval and I stood up from his bed. When I closed the blinds the room was flooded with darkness and Samuel sighed contently.

When I returned to the bed before I could even get my head on the pillow Samuel was shooting up in a panic.

He sat up staring at me with wide eyes. I gave him a confused look.

"W-what are you doing here?" He squeaked.

He's such a fucking brat.

"Remember last night?" I asked. His eyes widened.

"Oh. Yeah. I thought that was a dream for a second" he explained.

He's so fucking cute Jesus lord I want to scream.

"Well it wasn't so go back to bed" I ordered. He furrowed his brows and glanced at the clock.

"But school" he said weakly.

"Saturday" I mumbled into the pillow.

"Oh! We can go on a date today!" He said excitedly. I turned my head so I could look at him.

"You sure perked up from last night" I told him. He sent me a happy grin.

"Well duh. Everything got sorted out. We're actually dating and there are no more secrets" he explained happily. I just nodded. Immediately his face dipped into one of fear.

"U-unless your having second thoughts and you realized your probably going to go insane dating someone you can't even have sex with! I mean if I were you I would definitely go crazy I m-mean dating a weirdo like me-"

I cut off his insecure ranting with a glare and he shut his mouth quickly.

"I'm not having second thoughts" I assured. He just nodded and smiled almost nervously.

"I didn't ever have a chance to tell Peach you slept over" he said in a panic as he rushed to his closet.

"You're changing already?" I asked baffled. It was too early to get ready for the day.

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