Christian Turners' Upward Fall (BXB)

Trust

The sun shown delicately through the sheer white curtains draped across my bedroom windows. I groaned as I reached my arms above my head to grip the headboard to deepen my stretch. Noah's head lay heavily on my chest, his breath warm against my skin. His soft hair caressed my chest and his long eyelashes tickled my delicate skin. He was breathing steadily and showed no signs of waking.

I shifted my legs underneath the sheets so I could place myself into a better position that would be more comfortable for both of us.

I reached my hand out to stroke his hair. Noah's hair amazed me. It reminded me a lot of Samuels hair only darker. I wonder who's hair is softer. I can't help but feel guilty, we had sex a few times last night but the whole time all I could think of was how it would feel with Samuel. Usually feelings didn't play a big part in sex, so it confused me beyond belief. The whole time I had been unconsciously comparing both of them.

Whenever I gripped Noah's hair I would imagine it was Samuel at my mercy instead. I really was an awful person. I can't believe I hooked up with the person I cheated on Claire with and now I have the audacity to fantasize about another guy.

I should appreciate Noah more, he's a blessing in my life right now. A distraction with an expert mouth. Is it wrong to call someone a distraction if they're using me as well? Who knows, my morals haven't always been perfect.

Noah shifted slightly and a soft sigh escaped his pink lips. Noah had the kind of body that's accustomed to sex. When it came to sex Noah was good at everything he did. I could only assume it was due to experience.

"Morning" he whispered huskily. His voice heavy with exhaustion. We did end up staying late due to our...nighttime activities.

"Hey sleepy head" I said back. A soft smile cracked upon his face.

"Another round?" He asked as he sat up. He wrenched a hand through his hair to tame the mess, though it didn't really do much. He just sighed and gave up on it.

"No. Aren't you tired?" I asked suspiciously. He just laughed and shrugged.

"But I'm also horny" he shot back.

"Okay okay, I don't wanna know about how hard your dick is. Let's eat breakfast" I told him as I ripped the sheets from my waist and stood from the bed. As if it's his trademark he wolf-whistled at my bare frame. I shot him the middle finger before rummaging through my dresser for something to wear.

Noah glances at the strewn clothes all over the floor in distaste.

"I might just skip school" he says.

"Stay here until you wanna leave. I'll leave some cab money on the table for you" I say. He frowned instantly.

"How should I lock up?" He asked.

"I'll give you the key, on your way out just give the key to the front desk" I instructed.

"Ah so you've done this before?" He said while wiggling his eyebrows suggestively.

"Yeah so what" I challenged. He grinned and lifted his arms in surrender.

"Nothing" he said accompanied with a role of his eyes. Noah watched me carefully as I dressed and got ready for the day.

I slipped into the bathroom and made sure to lock the door.

I opened the side mirror and grabbed my pills. For a moment I simply stared at the white container. Without warning my heart began to speed up. My fist tightened around the container almost dangerously. The harsh lights of the bathroom felt as if they were invading my mind. A panicked gasp left my lips as I dropped the container and gripped the counter for support.