Blame
After their presentation with Vren, Waki became more cold to Ziara and she understand because he is jealous. Vren is also distant to her like the presentation didn't happened. She's always stealing a glance to Vren that didn't even gave her a glance like he always did before, those days without the sweetness of her boyfriend is like she is lost to the another world, so that's why she decided to talk and make up with Joaquin. She made a poem, she wants to suprise her boyfie.
"Drew!" she shouted, Drew looked at her and his expression became so worried.
"Zi, bakit ka andito?" tanong ni Drew and Zi is looking inside of the classroom but Joaquin is nowhere to found.
"Nasaan si Joaquin? Hindi ba siya pumasok?" tanong ni Ziara, natulala saglit si Drew habang nakatingin sa likod ni Zi, the sight of Waki and other girl is visible to his eyes.
"Ahh.. Wala siya, may binili lang." sabi ni Drew, tumango ang dalaga at nakaramdam na naman ng guilt dahil feeling niya kasalanan niya ang nangyari. Vren saw Zi's man with another woman that made his blood boil.
"I hate that motherfvck*r," bulong nito sa sarili at nakita niya si Ziara nakatitig sa dalawa, he sighed and stood up, linapitan niya si and saka tinakpan ang mata ni Ziara.
"Stop torturing yourself, my angel." he whispered, they stayed in that position and he felt the tears coming from Zi's eyes. His hands are now becoming wet but he doesn't care. Because his heart is now in urge of breaking.
"Stop crying, it's breaking my heart." pakiusap ni Vren sa dalaga, and then there is Waki staring at them. Kinuyom niya ang kamao, tumakbo ang dalaga palayo. He knows, she saw his stupidity. He is watching Vren picking up a paper, ngumisi ang binata saka siya nilapitan.
"You don't deserve her fvck*r," sabi ni Vren saka binato sa mukha niya ang papel na naglalaman ng tulang ginawa ni Khriziara, para sana makipag bati sa kanya.
"But I love her," sabi ni Joaquin kaya napangisi si Vren.
"You don't lover her, you love yourself. You love yourself too much that losing her attention will not break your heart but your ego will." sabi ni Vren at iniwan siya, nakatanaw din sa kanila si Drew mula sa room nila.
"I'm sorry Khriziara," bulong ni Drew sa sarili dahil tinatago niya ang ginagawang kalokohan ng kaibigan niya..
Rose's POV
I slapped Kim so hard, my hand left a mark on his left cheek. Mariin siyang pumikit dahil sa ginawa ko, nanginginig ang kalamnan ko sa ginagawa nila kay Zi.
"GAG* BA KAYO?! YOU ALL KNOW THAT CHEATING IS WHAT KHRIZIARA HATES THE MOST, YOU STUPID JERKS!" sigaw ko and I saw guilt eating him.
"Waki is our friend," sabi niya sa akin, nalaman kong nakikipag usap at nakikipag mabutihan pa rin pala si Joaquin sa ex niya na umaway kay Zi dati.
"Zi is my bestfriend, you punk!" sigaw ko at hinawi siya, matangkad siya kesa sa akin pero mas malakas ako sa kanya
"Please Rosas, wag." pakiusap niya sa akin kaya sinampal ko uli siya sa kabilang pisngi.
"Ayaw kong masaktan si Zi, kung hihiwalayan mo ako dahil sa gagawin ko then be it." sabi ko saka siya iniwan, I saw Zi sitting there at tulala.
"Khriziara," tawag ko sa kanya, she smiled at me but her eyes didn't.
"What happened?" tanong ko sa kanya, she looked down and I heard her chuckles.
"Am I not enough?" tanong niya sa akin, tumingin ako sa room nila Drew and I saw Joaquin there at the door looking at us.
"Did he cheated?" tanong ko sa kanya, she looked at me and her tears is falling down like a waterfalls.
"May alam ka ba?" tanong niya sa akin, yinakap ko siya and I heard her sobs that made me weak. Seeing your bestfriend crying because of your friend makes my knees jelly.
"Sinabi sa akin kanina ni Kim. I am sorry.." sabi ko sa kanya, she stood up while her fake smile plastered on her lips.
"Tell Waki, if he can't let Freya go then I will let him go." sabi niya saka umalis, she knew? How stupid of me, she knows Waki's account.. Nakita ko si Joaquin na tulala sa isang sulok sa room nila, wala silang klase, Drew and Ariel is there. Pumasok na ako doon saka binigyan ng malakas na sampal si Joaquin, the loud impact of my palm on his cheek echoed on the room, nanlaki ang mata niya habang nakatitig sa akin and I saw Drew stopping Ariel to step in.
"You moron, you promised us!" sigaw ko at naramdaman ko ang titig sa akin ng mga kaklase nila Waki.
"I-I'm sorry," he stuttered, ngumisi ako.
"May pinapasabi pala si Zi sa'yo, if you can't let go of Freya then she will let you go. You are lucky, she is too stupid to still hold on to you even you are a jerk. LET GO OF ME!" sabi ko kaya binitawan ako ni Drew saka ako umalis. After the last subject ay hinila ako ni Kim papunta sa tambayan nila, and andon sila Joaquin.
"What? Do you want me to apologize?" tanong ko at biglang lumuhod si Waki sa harap ko, I am taken aback from what he did.
"Zi.. I love her," naiiyak niyang sabi, natatawa ako sa tinuwiran niya.
"You don't love her idiot, your ego maybe." sabi ko and biglang may pumasok kaya napatingin kami doon.
"Rinx," napatayo si Joaquin saka yinakap si Khriziara, tinignan ko si Rinx and I saw a pain in his eyes while staring at them.
"I will choose you, I will always choose you-"
"I'm not here for you to choose me. Let me go." nanlalamig niyang sabi, nagulat kami sa inakto niya.
"Bakit ka ganyan?" tanong ni Joaquin at tinignan siya ni Zi na walang emosyon.
"Choose Freya not me," sabi ni Zi at natulala si Waki.
"Don't choose me because I am here. I want you to choose me because you love me," sabi pa ni Zi saka hinila si Rinx palabas.
"Sana masaya ka na, pinapunta mo pa kami kila Zi no'n para ma-prove sa kapatid niya at nanay niya na hindi ka gago pero tangna mo, hindi kita kilala." gigil na sabi ni Ariel, umalis na rin siya at naiwan kaming dalawa ni Joaquin na tulala pa rin.
"Ano bang nangyayari sa'yo? Hindi ka ganyan Waki," sabi ko pero hindi niya ako sinagot. Umiiling ako na iiwan na sana siya kaso nagsalita muli siya na nakapag painit ng ulo ko.
"I saw her, letting Vren acting cute for her. I just want to show her how painful it is to see your love being happy with someone," sabi niya na parang yun ang excuse niya sa ginagawa niya. Certified gago siya.
"Don't put the blame on people just want to be close with her. You are just really a jerk for not letting Freya go,"
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Waki, what happened to you?
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Joaquin's Regret (Regret Series 1)
Fanfiction"She loved me, she gave me the feeling of heaven but I tortured her by giving her the feeling of hell. Now she is gone, my angel left me now. Will she give me a chance if I already showed her the hell she did not deserve?"-Joaquin Zane Mendoza
