100 more days of loving you | renhyuck

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dear donghyuck,

hi!

i was just thinking today how crazy it is how many days ive been writing to you!

that was worded very poorly...

a part of me really thought i was gonna give up on the 13th day and tell you, then we would live the last 87 days crying instead of acting normal

but hey, i have written... well not exactly 42 letters, i have missed a few days

in my defense, not all of them are my fault, you did cause us to get in a car accident

also i cant write if im busy with you guys duh, this whole thing is a secret shhhh

so today me and you decided we are going to your house this weekend! i am so freaking excited!!!

we dont have a mom breathing down our necks at your house!!

i just hope my mom hasnt told yours yet, but i dont think she will out of respect for me

she still has that you know, she is just really worried.

i hope i can write at your house, maybe i will write a bit every time you go to the bathroom

or i will forget and miss another letter, who knows really.

you know i have been so happy these past few days despite my constant complaining and the fact i mention my d-day every now and then.

i should ask my mom when im going to the doctors again for a check up, im feeling fine right now

good as new truly

well as good as new one could feel when it is 2nd semester of your 11th year

so like everyone im falling apart, but i still am thriving :D

and tomorrow i will be thriving even more when we go to your house right after school!

just the two of us <3

and this time not because you waited until we were alone, but because apparently jaemin and jeno decided to have a sleepover </3

how can they always invite themselves when we want to hang out but they never invite us?

i get they are dating but come on we are your closest friends </3

♡♡♡

i love how you never get tired of me

you mean to tell me that we see each other everyday, you went to my house last weekend, and we are going to yours this weekend?

you should be sick of me really, but you arent

i love how my presence has never been a burden for you

you always welcome me no matter how much you have been seeing me.

like one summer we literally lived at each others houses and you still wanted to see me on the weekends when school started again.

even when we have fights, you always welcome me with open arms even when i am really the one in the wrong

i too will always welcome you will open arms

i always have even when i playfully make it seem like i dont

i also never get tired of you

how could i

when

i love you hyuck~

your dying friend,
renjun