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dear donghyuck,

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dear donghyuck,

i was actually at school on a wednesday, its been awhile...

i was feeling okay i guess

yes, was

im not feeling too hot right now, but we are going to try and ignore that for the time being

i smiled a bit more today, i was even acting a bit normal

it made you guys act a little more natural too

your smile glowed a little more today and i felt warm

my skin was less pale

the only thing that wouldve made it better, is if NA FUCKING JAEMIN WOULD GO BACK TO NORMAL

i cant even get myself to make jokes about hating him anymore.

hey when you read this can you smack him?

tell him that he is the reason that i didnt live longer than planned because the stress he caused me made me more sick

i want him to go through the same pain i am going through from him acting weird.

like if he can tell im not okay shouldnt he be more clingy?

...

you dont think he thinks i hate him right?

no... that wouldnt be possible

jaemin can read me like a book

.

you know i keep saying that and it just makes this whole 'jaemin is acting different' thing a whole lot scarier.

im kinda freaking myself out here...

okay well i kinda need to go

i am physically unable to write much more...

♡♡

i love you hyuck

your dying friend,
renjun

your dying friend,renjun

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