just 100 more days~
book 1 of the 100 days series
lowercase intended
(re)started: 09.26.21
finished: 06.06.23
Warning:
-angst
-mention of death
-some hinted nsfw parts
-cussing
*letter format (short updates)
~this story is 100% fiction and is meant...
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dear donghyuck,
i was putting yesterdays letter up and what the hell was i on...
i am so sorry you had to read that.
but you know what else ive noticed while putting up letters?
im getting better at this
the longer i do it the less sad they are.
go me :D
as usual mondays are horrible, but as we have discussed we do not slander monday, they had no choice in being first in the week.
so today in mr parks class me, you, jeno, and jaemin were talking about how crazy it would be if we could travel to an alternate universe.
everything was going fine and well until jeno comes in.
i think him and his older brother got in a fight because he was so emotional today and that is the only thing that would make him get to this extent.
he was all "it would be cool, but it could be really sad too"
of course all of us were like ???
and he was all "i mean, yah look at us in this universe, we are all so close and have so much fun, but what if it wasnt like that in another universe. what if we werent friends or me and jaeminwerent dating. what if one of us wasnt even... you know, living"
felt like i got hit by a truck.
as i just said, ive been getting so good at this whole letter thing, but at that moment i just wanted to bawl my eyes out and i was thinking 'how the hell can i write about this in my letters i am sending the man i love for after i DIE'
jeno needs to hug his boyfriend and shut up some times
some of us have real problems here.
i want you to find a way to travel to a different universe though hyuck.
i want you to find one where i am healthy.
i want you to live a whole lifetime with me.
a full one, not a short one.
♡♡♡
i love that you would love me no matter what universe we are in.
the way when we were talking about different universes you would constantly comment on how you think i would be in each one
when jaemin tried to throw shade you even said that it didnt matter the universe as long as its huang renjun you will like me all the same.
i love you so fucking much lee donghyuck and i want to tell you so bad.
jaemin was so right on april 1st.
i want to give you smooches.
and you are sexy or whatever.
and i wanna just give you my whole entire heart
because
i love you hyuck~
your dying friend, renjun
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