just 100 more days~
book 1 of the 100 days series
lowercase intended
(re)started: 09.26.21
finished: 06.06.23
Warning:
-angst
-mention of death
-some hinted nsfw parts
-cussing
*letter format (short updates)
~this story is 100% fiction and is meant...
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dear donghyuck,
it just hit me, its april :o
we only have two months left of school and then its summer!
oh
oh...
well, i was happy about school being over but then i remembered.
i will enjoy school these last two months i change my mind :/
not because i realized this will be my last time in school, nah fuck school, but because my last 60 or so days is quite literally going to mainly be in school.
so lets live it up i guess?
okay but like why couldnt my doctor wait to diagnose this shit until next year?
what do you mean i dont get to experience senior year with the love of my life?
omg
hyuck, i just realized, my illness is homophobic :o
i mean think about it, if whatever the fuck i have waited to show up do you know how much we could do?
how much we could experience together?
but no it hits me my 11th year in high school.
its spring time too, you know what that means?
we have to go... outdoors... for gym and my gym teacher just loves to pick on unathletic people.
today we had to play soccer
you never will guess who one of the team captains are.
did you say jeno?
if so, you are correct.
thankfully this time he picked me after three people because the other team captain isnt in our friend group, but that doesnt change the fact that i DONT WANT TO PLAY
why did i decide to take my final p.e credit this year?
i shouldve just... not done it you know?
my brain is blanking right now, please send help </3
♡♡♡
i love how you are willing to stay indoors with me <3
i know the majority of us in our friend group would rather just hang out at someones house, but that doesnt change the fact that i love that about you
i mean imagine if you were the kind that wanted to be out all the time
like dont get me wrong, i would love to go on little dates with you and maybe go shopping with you, but too much beyond that is a hard pass
and you agree
and i love that
i love you hyuck~
your dying friend, renjun
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hihi
i just wanna make a quick comment that since i am updating every day please be sure you dont skip a chapter on accident because that happens easily!
i dont want something important happening and then you happen to not see it.
