just 100 more days~
book 1 of the 100 days series
lowercase intended
(re)started: 09.26.21
finished: 06.06.23
Warning:
-angst
-mention of death
-some hinted nsfw parts
-cussing
*letter format (short updates)
~this story is 100% fiction and is meant...
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dear donghyuck,
you know, my first thought when i looked down at this blank piece of paper and thought about what to write was "i want to die"
but then i thought, better not write that we are trying to be positive here.
well... are we anymore?
i dont know why i keep saying we when its literally just me coming up with this shit.
i am tired...
well for one im tired of saying im tired
like shut up renjun we get it?
seriously though, im tired of talking about how much pain im in
this level of pain though, its so much its the only thing i can really think of
i feel like we have been growing a bit distant too...
hyuckie this is the last thing i have ever wanted, but ever since my sickness really kicked in, i havent been able to properly talk to you.
i havent mentioned it in the letters yet because i was just hoping it would go away, but its been more than 20 days.
i want my best friend back.
but how can i get my best friend back when i am keeping the biggest secret of my life from him and the more days that go by the more obvious the secret becomes...
of all the things i have said i missed in the past letters, there is one thing i miss the most
and its you hyuck
i miss you...
♡
i love you hyuck
your dying friend, renjun
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