100 more days of loving you | renhyuck

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dear donghyuck,

it's only wednesday, but it should be friday. why is this week taking so freaking long?

it is almost funny, the closer i get to... yknow...d-day the slower the days seem to go. and i hate it.

hyuck, i love see you every day, i love getting to spend time with you, laugh with you, etc, but the more days that go by the harder it is to hide the secret.

sorry i keep making these sad. well i mean in a way this is sad sooo.

okay so as you know i have gym with jeno and shotaro and it sucks because they are both overly athletic and it annoys me, anywhore, well today we had to play dodge ball.

you know, the route of all evils that everyone seems to like for absolutely no reason.

well we got to choose teams today instead of our coach numbering us off, and the team captains are the best players as chosen by the coach aka jeno and shotaro -_-

do you see where this is going? because even if you do im still going to say it.

they thought it would be funny to NOT pick me?!?!?!?

like i know i am not good and i just hide behind one of them the entire time, but to have the audacity to make me the last choice?????

i though we were friends wtf is wrong with them?

jeno did save my life though, like one of them dodge balls really was coming full speed at my face and i swear the bitch teleported to catch that. like he was across the gym.

omg maybe hes a vampire, yknow like that one scene in twilight?

i didnt thank him though, not after he only chose me because the other choice was his ex -_-

♡♡♡

yknow since i tend to relate this section to what i talk about in my letter, i love that i am your first choice.

if you were the captain for being the best player, you would look the 2nd best player in the eyes while saying my name and i absolutely    l o v e  you for that.

honestly its such a flex for me

haha fuckers im donghyucks favorite

sorry that just uh... came out

but seriously hyuck, thank you for choosing me.

we always joke around with each other and are even quite mean, but if there is one thing i know for sure its that you love me and i love knowing that,

and one of the ways you show that is by choosing me first, no matter what.

in the future i too will choose you first

you wanna know why?

because

i love you hyuck~

your dying friend,
renjun