100 more days of loving you | renhyuck

35

dear donghyuck,

-_-

before you say ANYTHING like "was that because it was april fools day" no, it was NOT.

i am so uugghhwjsjsisiwb

did i just write out a keyboard smash with pen and paper by writing random letters? yes, yes i did.

so let me tell you what happened yesterday before i move onto the boring day that was today

well, jaemin came over so we could work on our project.

you see i had put the box away for the letters already because i assumed jaemin would be coming home with me and i dont need him seeing that box.

but stupid me didnt put up the envelope that had "34" written on it and of course the first piece of stationary had "dear donghyuck" already written on there.

my stupid stupid mistake

so jaemin, obviously being the person he is, walks over to my desk and is all "whats this"

i am PANICKING at this point, like i remembered as he walked into my room that i left that there and of course its the first thing he sees.

i had to think so fast.

i literally had to say the first thing that came to my mind.

i do not like lying to ANY of you guys, but I HAD TO DO WHAT I HAD TO DO OKAY???

you may be wondering "so what did you tell him?"

...

i told him i was writing you love letters </3

i mean its kinda true just under different circumstances.

he obviously believed me but then he just had to ask what the number was for, so i just told him i was writing a specific number of them to you and they would be a gift.

like a giant romantic confession.

he then just had to ask how many and so i told him 100 and he flipped >__<

currently bawling my eyes out in embarrassment.

i went to the bathroom and when i came back i noticed he had wrote that, and i couldve written under it after he left since it wouldve counted as its the same day, but...

im so ㅠㅠ

after he left i went to my desk to add on (as i said i dont like erasing and redoing them as i want them to be authentic so it was staying regardless) but he put it in the envelope and sealed it...

he mustve thought i was going to start over.

little does jaemin know.

well today as i mentioned was boring :/

i need more spice in my life, but the spicyest thing going for me right now is not knowing when my last day will be *lip bite*

♡♡♡

i love that you think im funny

sometimes i write these and i am just curling my toes at how bad i am cringing at myself

like tf you lip biting for huang renjun?? get a life.

i love that you are (hopefully) going to laugh at some of the things i say rather than thinking im cringe or annoying.

wait, maybe you are just whipped for me.

like i really be doing the bare minimum and you think its so funny.

*gasp* i know i said you love me, but i didnt know you were down that bad??

i mean what can i say i am too

you wanna know why?

because

i love you hyuck~

your dying friend,
renjun