100 more days of loving you | renhyuck

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dear donghyuck,

happy tuesday!

i have been in such a good mood lately for no apparent reason, but the rest of the world isnt matching my energy

its funny, im around you so much normally i feel like im not matching the rest of the worlds energy (because YOU are my world)

but now everyone cant keep up with us :)

i have so many bursts of hyperness

i dont even know why

am i even me anymore?

this whole sickness must be getting to my head

i am so out of wack when we did soccer in gym today i scored

I SCORED HYUCKIE

you shouldve seen the teachers face

it was the funniest thing ever.

everyone was just standing there like that one emoji and all :o

even i was in shock, but i was so happy nothing else mattered

jeno was the only one not frozen because he was too busy picking me up and jumping around in happiness to be shocked

even shotaro couldnt believe it

i know, i am a surprise for everyone

if only you couldve been there, you wouldve cheered so loud for me

i hope this doesnt mean people are going to start expecting me to do well in soccer from now on...

i had a weird high tension going on today, dont think i am actually good

PLEASE

♡♡♡

i love how you are always a ray of sunshine <3

as i have said ive been in a good mood the past week or so

i have been living my best life

its me and you against the world right now, but it would be a lie to say i dont feel exhausted when i get home

i literally have been going to sleep early every night

i do not know how you do this.

and i know, not everyone can be happy all the time

even the sun is sometimes blocked by clouds

but you my shiny sun, have always shined the brightest

even when a cloud is covering you, your light can be seen around it

you are something special sunshine

and i hope you continue shining

even when im gone.

please shine the brightest when im gone,

i want people to know that my sunshine shines not only for himself, but the ones he loves too

he doesnt just shine because he is happy, but to bring happiness to others

he doesnt shine just to be the brightest, but because he wants to be the person who allows others to see in this otherwise dark world

i love my sunshine so much.

i love you hyuck~

your dying friend,
renjun