dear donghyuck,
i hate monday
i hate school
i hate mrs kim
i hate mr park
i hate gym
i hate na jaemin
time for me to elaborate i guess.
monday - worst day of the week. you think "new week new me lets live it up" but noooo monday is just actually a constant reminder that no matter how positive your outlook is in life you will be smacked in the face. whether that be with sickness, tiredness, pain, shit people, all of the above. fuck mondays. i take it back, i dont care if monday if carrying any weight, we hate monday.
school - can people not just LEAVE ME ALONE? schools are infested with people who are too nosy for their own fucking good but also all dont give a fuck about you. stop talking to me? just because im a little paler than usual and slightly less talkative doesnt mean i want to have a cute little conversation with you
mrs kim - oh this bitch just had to hold me after class again and tell me that if theres anything i need i can come to her. and if im not feeling well enough to do an assignment to not worry about it. and its okay to go to the nurse and nap instead of being in class. well bitch thanks for the offer, but im not accepting. you cannot treat people like shit and then turn around and be nice to them just because they are dying.
mr park - the fact he is using other students to talk to me. i mean not being able to look at me is one thing, but walking through the hall and having someone stop me to say "mr park wanted you to know that last wednesday you missed a project but dont worry about it too much" okay cool and can MR PARK tell me about it?
gym - i spend most of it in some stuffy nurses office where i get asked the same 20 questions every fucking day. then when i get to gym im left to sit down and pretend im doing homework or some shit because god forbid i just stand around and pretend like im participating like i used to
na jaemin - dont even get me started on this topic. hes STILL acting different around me. i want my weird friend back. i dont like whoever this new person is, i want him to leave. na jaemin please stop being someone you arent i cant take it anymore
you know though donghyuck
there is one thing that i dont hate
and i never could
and it will forever and always be you
♡♡
i love you hyuck
your dying friend,
renjun
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100 more days of loving you | renhyuck
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