just 100 more days~
book 1 of the 100 days series
lowercase intended
(re)started: 09.26.21
finished: 06.06.23
Warning:
-angst
-mention of death
-some hinted nsfw parts
-cussing
*letter format (short updates)
~this story is 100% fiction and is meant...
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dear donghyuck,
its funny
used to we would get to the thursday mark and id be like "FUCK YAH THE WEEKEND IS COMING"
and now i see it and im all "FUCK NO THE WEEKEND IS COMING"
because of course i still cannot see you
fuck this sickness.
i may be able to somewhat cover it up in an 8 hour school day, but i cannot cover it up for an entire day, let alone more than one nonstop
im also terrified to stay with you over the weekend because what if something happens and i all the sudden get really ill.
like honestly we dodged a bullet last time.
imagine if my sickness hit the day after or even just hours after it did and i had been spending the night at yours
i wouldve had no choice but to tell you...
we cannot have that happening
i mean i know i have said many reasons before, but beyond all those, these letters would feel pointless to write...
i mean they are to show you my life the last 100 days, but if you found out it wouldnt really matter anymore because you would know how my last days went
ive already almost wrote like 70 of these things, so you really cannot find out now
i am not okay with that.
you will find out either 1.) when you get the box and read the first letter or 2.) when you get the call that i have unalived by natural causes
well i think thats enough of me talking today because now my brain is occupied with death and who wants to talk about that?
i mean not me, i will wait for my day to come
i dont gotta wait that long either </3
♡♡
i love you hyuck
your dying friend, renjun
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